Maybe my hands weren't soft enough
Maybe my grip wasn't gentle enough
Maybe I'm full of shit; he had enough
He didn't know me yet; was that fair enough?
Sugarcoat all those candies as you like
You wiped every fingerprint to hide it from my sight
I still feel gentle at this point; I don't know why
I don't even want to know what I'll feel tonight
Embarrassment hovers me up in the sky
Should I even talk to you in person? I don't think I might
I should've done it first if I hadn't played my cards right
You had my cards in front of you, yet you chose to be blind
It hurts when you know it directly from me
But you asked another bird to tell me that you're sorry
My heart dropped and broke into glass-like pieces
How will I smooth out all my noticeable creases?
Questions cover my mind like dark clouds
They pile up to an insurmountable amount
When I knew it the first time, I said I didn't care
Sharp whispers echo in my mind; well, they still hide in there
Instead of bawling my emotions out in this piece,
I'll build myself up and prioritize my peace
Who knew what would happen to a bird and a doll?
They don't even go together after all
I can feel my jealousy filling me after that
But still, who knows? I don't want to crush my heart flat
"There's plenty of fish in the sea," That's what they say
I want to see their reaction when their courage takes someone away.
