I held your hand before and after the pain and abuse. Holding your hand made me feel safe eventhough I wasn't. I made sure to keep my eyes closed and body limp. It helped me pretend I wasn't there. I loved the fact you were a heavy sleeper it meant you were completely unaware. At the same time I wish you weren't. I wanted you to know your father's true colours. I want you to understand why things happened the way they did and why I did what I did. I have written this book so people know this story. Our story. Based on a true story but the characters have been completely made up. Some parts of the story has been changed to fit the theme. Please be respectful in the comment section. Thank you. Hope you like it.