My whole life revolves around calories, my whole world is how much food I'm eating and portion control. I swore I wouldn't get caught, that I'd be careful, but I guess I wasn't careful enough. Starving was the only thing i was good at... the only thing I could count on. And now they're trying to take that away from me. ~about anorexia along with mentioning or bulimia and binge eating, don't read if you're triggered by the topics~ 💖