I was wrong, please don't leave me

Chapter 1

Translator: Prakriti Bhatta

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The older generation said that when people are about to die, they will often think about their youth, and they will have some bizarre dreams. Those who had appeared in their lives, the people they hated, the people they loved, will also show up. As soon as those things flash into a dream, it means you are about to say goodbye to this world.

Su Jinyu always scoffed at this, until he was old and scrawny in the intensive care unit of the hospital. When he himself was running out of time, he believed that what the old people said was true.

In his life, the first half of his life was full of ups and downs, but the second half of his life was as calm as a pool of stagnant water, even throwing stones into it would not cause any disturbance, and the watershed that caused all this was a man named Gu Peilang.

Su Jinyu knew that he was about to die, because in a row for a week, every night when he went to bed, he would dream of that man.

The man in the dream was still the same as when the two had met for the first time, sitting in a black wheelchair, with a shirt as pure as snow on his upper body, and a gray cashmere blanket covering his legs. Under those thick eyebrows, are a pair of dark eyes, his eyes are long and narrow, and the ends of the eyes are slightly raised. When he looks at people, it is like the cold current of Siberia, wrapped in the biting cold wind, which makes people cold to the bones. A tall nose, pale red and thin lips, a knife-cut outline, and an inhuman indifference everywhere.

However, only Su Jinyu knew that even such an indifferent and almost heartless man would show the warmest smile in the world when facing the person he likes.

Once, that smile belonged to him, before they divorced, it belonged to him.

Gu Yin said that he did not deserve to die with Gu Peilang, and Su Jinyu felt the same way. So after Gu Peilang died, he continued to live in this world, living a life like a walking corpse every day, with his guilt towards the man, with the sins made by the Su family........until now.

Today's technology and medical care are so advanced. It has been five years since he was diagnosed with advanced liver cancer at the age of seventy-five. Even though he had long been determined to die, he was still dragged into the ICU for five years.

Eighty years old...isn't that old age? Su Jinyu dazedly listened to the sound of the machine working in his ear, thinking like this.

The man in the dream seemed to appear in front of him again, wearing a snow-white shirt, sitting upright in a black wheelchair, looking at him coldly, without saying a word.

Su Jinyu looked at the man and lightly curled the corners of his lips.

Pei Lang, are you here to pick me up?

I know you don't want to see me, but I want to see you. Every day, every moment, I think about you, and it hurts my heart, liver, spleen, lung, and kidney.

Pei Lang, it hurts so much. It really hurts, can you hug me, just like the day we got married. I swear, this time, I won't push you away, and I won't call you a pervert again, ok?

The man in the wheelchair seemed to have heard his words, and controlled the wheelchair to slowly walk towards him, but stopped three meters away from him, and then slowly extended his hand towards him.

Su Jinyu hooked his lips and smiled happily, and ran towards the other side uncontrollably.

He knew that his Pei Lang was the one who loved him the most in the world...

The running footsteps suddenly stopped, and the smile on his face seemed to be frozen. Su Jinyu stared blankly at the man who was getting further and further away from him, and an uncontrollable panic began to rise in his heart.

Pei Lang...Pei Lang...don't leave me...don't leave me...please...I beg you...

The man whose figure gradually moved away could not hear his heart-piercing cry. That handsome, expressionless face, like a shattered mirror, cracked one by one and then spread all the way, the snow-white clothes were dyed a dazzling red with blood. The gray fleece blanket became darker, dripping blood dripping down, and soon, it gathered into a pool of blood.

Su Jinyu shook his head in disbelief, tears streaming down his face, he ran forward desperately, wanting to hug his lover, but he just kept getting further and further away from him.

Gu Peilang doesn't want me anymore, even if I cry and beg him, he doesn't want me anymore...

He really doesn't want me anymore...

Su Jinyu has never been as desperate and helpless as he is now. He hurt Gu Peilang and spent a long life to atone for his sins, but even so, the other party still refused to forgive him. He was going to die, but even the chance to meet him after his death and say sorry in person was not given to him.

He dragged his soul as if he had fallen into an endless abyss, with the whirring of the wind in his ears, and in the last second of closing his eyes, Su Jinyu heard a vague voice, suddenly far and near, as if from another a world.

"Doctor! Doctor! The patient is dying..."

"Enter the emergency room, prepare for rescue!"

"Shock ready..."

Before the last trace of consciousness dissipated, Su Jinyu heard the sound of the heart rate and blood pressure monitor returning to zero.

After that, the world went silent.

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Prepare to cry brosss