I watch sad clips,
Read sad stories when I feel too happy,
Not because I can't be happy,
But because I don't want to forget the pain,
I don't want the the happy times to make me forget to cry,
I like the pain,
I want to cry,
I want to shout out,
Tell someone, hug and just cry on their shoulders,
But I have to cry in the shallows,
And smile in the open,
Even though I want to scream the words 'am not okay!!!',
I still have to say am fine,
When I want to die,
I smile at those insults that hurt the most,
So people won't see that's what's wrong,
I have fun, I dance and smile by day,
I cry, I crumble and whine by night,
Because sometimes crying out makes it better,
Don't let anyone stop you from crying.
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A Place For My Depression
PoetryIt started out as poetry but just turned it into me talking and venting to be honest it's where I pour out all am feeling and it's still not enough so read and be engrossed in my weird world💔☠🙃