Behind The Fake Smiles

Not Good Enough

You tell me to try harder
But I'm trying the best I can
But you simply don't know
How easily I break
the disappointment of trying my hardest
And not getting anywhere
I'm shattering my hopes within seconds
How easy it is to me to push myself too far
Right off the Edge that leads to the bottom
I'm trying to make you proud of me
But in your eyes I can see the disappointment that I am
I'm sorry that unable to make you proud of me
But I'm begging you
Please understand that I'm trying my hardest
But I'm just simply
Not good enough