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The End letters!

Dear Connor and Fel,

I'm writing this letter in not my best condition. You're the first two people I'm writing the letter down to.

When I was with you guys I was in my best state of health, mind and soul. You guys made me realize what true friendship really is. You made me have moments of love and joy through a relationship I wished to have memories of forever.
It's sad for me how we ended up apart but you guys will always have a special place in my heart.

Connor -- I didn't choose Brandon, Kevin and Laura over you. You forced me to make a decision and I did. I wished things wouldn't had gone down this way. You made me cherish every moment of life I've spent with you. You were like a brother I never had. I will always miss you and I hope that my memory crosses off your mind once in a while and stay there for a moment or a bit too much longer so you could at least remember me at times. I still have nothing against you. And even though I was free of guilt yet I still apologize. I am sorry Connor.

Fel -- You're not just a friend, you're my sister. I always imagined myself being your maid of honor. When I was in New York, I bought a Blue scarf... To make it your something blue and my mom's wedding brooch, I wanted that to be your something borrowed. I miss you everyday. Ever since you haven't been there for me, life has been incomplete. And for incomplete I mean the inevitable. You've made me become a better person and after mom if there was any person from whom I learned something, that was definitely you. I love you. I don't have anything against you. How can I? You're a part of me.

I write this letter to you two together... Because that's how I always imagined you two to be... One! How can I even think of doing something that'll ever hurt your relationship. I know you guys will make it through and one day you'll be holding down your babies (twins preferably -- a girl blonde like Connor and a boy -- cute as Fel) and smiling, cutting their cakes down at on their second birthday. At that moment... That exact moment I want you guys to remember be... Remember me that I told you guys... That you'll make it through. I love you two.

With all love,

Amy!

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Love Lex,

I can't write down much about what we had. Because that is something sacred stored inside my heart that can not be penned down into words. You've helped me through so much, been a constant, I can't thank God enough that he helped me find you.

Don't stress yourself much about me because I'll be far away from you and everyone else, by the time you'll receive these letters.

I just wanted to let you know.... I know your struggles Lex, your anxiety, your thoughts that you're not perfect enough to fit into this world. Frame this letter down and hang it down on a wall right next to your degree of law. Yes! I knew it. I always did... I read it on your bucket list attached in the corner of your cupboard right below Harry Styles's shirtless picture. Promise me you won't give up on your decisions.

You just need to stop thinking that your choices make you any less of a human or less competitive to anyone. You are who you have chosen to be. You don't need to hit yourself over your choices. It's not a fault or a mistake... You should always be proud of who you've chosen to be.

I'm sorry I won't be able to make it up to your big moments, I hope you forgive me.

I love you and that's also the biggest truth. Promise me you'll always remember me and won't stop loving me.