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*2022 edited*

Nathan' pov

I woke up next to Jake with his arms around me and my head on his chest. I jumped and quickly reeled back from a headache and a certain weird throbbing.

"What happened?"

Jake had sat up and held his head

"I'm not... sure.."

I looked down at the sheets seeing quite a big wet spot and some ripped fabric. Jake saw it too and looked up at me.

"Did you pee in my bed?"

"No! Something else clearly happened."

I rolled my eyes and got off the bed. I noticed that the humming was gone.

"Connor"

I was perplexed hearing Shilah after such a long time. Not only that but

"Who's Connor?"

Jake looked a little surprised

"That's my wolf's name."

Of course he would name him Connor. But how would Shilah know...

I quickly went to the opposite side of Jake's bed and pulled around the collar of his now tattered shirt.

"What are you-"

"Look!"

I held it to the side showing scars in the shapes of bite marks

"I knew this would happen... I never even wanted this to happen.."

"Nate calm down-"

"Why would I? We did the one thing that I *didn't* want to do!"

He grabbed my wrist and held them

"*We* didn't do anything."

"It doesn't matter who was in control because it still happened with our bodies!"

"Wolves go based off instinct Nathan, you can't blame them for something they were made for."

I paused and balled my fist.

Whatever.

I made my way out of his room and down the hallway. When I reach the bottom stair I felt nauseous and I ran to the downstairs bathroom. I leaned over the toilet but the feeling soon went away and it made me confused.

Wait... That fast?!

"Nate, where are you!"

I walked into the living room and plopped down on the couch. He came running in after me.

Guess that's it then. My life isn't my own.

"Nathan I-"

"I might just have a kid, Jake."

He paused and furrowed his eyebrows

"Huh?"

"I. Could be pregnant."

"You're fertile?"

I nodded my head and he exhaled in disbelief

"Wow I uh... So what do we-"

"Nothing. We don't nothing. Just go to school."

"School?"

I stood up and looked around for my shoes that magically went missing when I woke up yesterday.

"You want to go to school after everything that just happened?"

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