@JustCallMeLeanne Hey Author it's really okay if you need time to heal and fix everything, everyone need time for everything and we completely understand your reason behind it, so don't feel down too much okay? Life always turn up and down too so it's really understandable.
About the writing, i know how you love writing so much because of your content is always amazing to read, i can't hide the fact that it's so sad to hear you seems like a lost in writing now because of your problem there, but don't worry! After everything okay again that spark when you writing will come to you again in no time! It's always be your passion after all, that so hard to lost it even you didn't have motivation to write anything sometimes, it's always come again for sure!
And about your situations now, i don't know how to fix that and that also beyond out reach to help you directly but always remember what you reach until now it's a big accomplishment, you a strong because can still stand until this time, bad day always came but good thing also beside it, so believe it your hard work will pay you off someday,
I also like your writing so much, i will waiting your return with more amazing fanfic in the future after you rest properly! And don't worry so much about your thought, it's really okay to pour your concern and worries to make you feel better, anyone can do it and no law against it either
Hope you have wonderful life after this storm and really rest properly Author!! We are really grateful of your fanfic which bring us joy and happiness in our bad day!
You are an amazing person who bring happiness to others always remember that and cheer up Authorrr!!!! Whatever you do, you can do it!!!♥️♥️♥️