bella

came back just to say that ttpd is a masterpiece! 
          
          ‘who’s afraid of little old me?’ is quite literally fitting for any tortured female protagonist, the wanda maximoff and lucy gray/katniss everdeen edits have already edits. 
          
          florida!!! ATE DOWN 
          
          so long, london is her most heartbreaking track 5
          
          
          the whole of anthology had me gagged especially: imgonnagetyouback, the black dog, the prophecy and how did it end? 
          
          
          oh taymother you have done it again! 

found out my mum has the most aggressive brain cancer, the only thing that treatment will do is prolong her life to get us more time with her. this all feels so unreal i can’t deal with this 

i’m going through a really difficult time rn, my mum had some really bad and sudden seizures and she’s in hospital now and they found a brain tumour. i’m really scared for her, her symptoms aren’t as bad as yesterday, she can finally speak now but she’s still in critical condition. i also have to take care of my little sis, i have to maintain the house and i have sm school work as well, i don’t think i can update bulletproof for a long time. i’m really sorry guys but i have to focus a lot on these stuff. 

I GOT AN OFFER FROM MY DREAM UNIVERSITY OMG

THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT??? TAYLOR KEEPS FEEDING US OMG

i sent off my university application a couple of days ago and i am now TERRIFIED 

after sooo many blood tests and doctors appointments i am finally getting the medication that i needed! i’m literally crying from relief 

i PROMISE that chapter 4 is about halfway done, i will start working on it again on the 27th, cuz that’s when mock exams end, and i will probably end up publishing it around valentine’s 

any one got any rafe cameron enemies to lovers recommendations?? 

i’m sending off my uni application next week omg-