"They so cute." I said looking at Za'Niyah and Zendayah in their cot
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"Shemara you did well girl."
"Mmm." She nodded
"You look sad."
"I'm not just..."
"Just what."
"I don't want to think of it in this way but - nevermind I'd sound sick if I say it."
"I won't judge."
She looked at me
"On God."
"Like they weren't planned cus you know I was." She nodded putting her hand out "when they grow up and ask me who their dad is what am I gonna telll them, Oh I was raped and you guys were mistakes?"
"I mean-"
"Nevermind can we change the subject."
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"Say I love you." I said to Dayvon through the phone
He opened his mouth but nothing came out
He kissed the screen so I did it back
He giggled
"Boy that's enough." Von said taking the phone
"Jealous negro."
"Not you crying." Von laughed and gave the phone back to Dayvon
He smiled when he saw me
"Damn he like you more then me."
"Dont be jealous baby." She grinned
"I'm not I have True-Actually Nah she loves you more then me...damn."
"Everyone loves Asian." I stuck my tongue out
"Sharron." Stephanie came inside of my room and gave me her phone
