20. know thyself

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I can't trust the fall.


I have learned to lean into the unknown

And let it sweep me in its undercurrents

Am I lost

Or just finding my way?

I like chaos

And its promise of unknown

But sometimes its disorder

Its misalignment

Is so intoxicating

I breathe spice

fear

And suddenly I can't hear

This black light is painful

And reveals my monsters within,

My lack of stability.

When chaos calls

My reasoning stalls

It is because of this irrationality

That I can't trust the fall.

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