38. reliving memories: a letter to older me.

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are you okay?

I can be quite rational when need be. I know to take responsibility for my actions, but there is nothing I hate more than being punished for what I didn't do.

And you probably know that I have been hoping that this will happen...in a twisted way. It confirms a lot of things...or just blows things out of proportion. At this point I don't really care.

I don't understand what is so alluring about who I used to be that my existence must be structured around her resistance.

And then people act like they know you for sure based on the wrongs you've done and the mistakes you've made. How loudly must I whisper for you to know that I'm not the same?

Are you okay?

Have you touched your dreams?

Did we conquer the mountains? Did we cleanse the springs?

Are you okay?

Did you finally cry?

Did your tears flow freely?

Did pain escape your eyes?

well I hope you are, and I'll try my best
to keep me going
for the sake of your rest.

2:23
05.01.23

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