𝑀𝑦 𝑊𝑖𝑙𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝐹𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟

9

We just made it to the doctors office and now we are waiting on the doctor

"Who's jordan I didn't mean to evesdrop but she sounded important to you"she says I look over at her then down at my feet

She get up and lifts my head up "what have I told you about looking down princess" I look at her "if I look down I'll drop my crown"

"Now I want the honest truth who is he or she?" I took a deep breath but before I could speak the doctor walked in "morning so we ran a few tests and you infact are pregnant but you've been pregnant for a while now"

W-what how long"I said panicked because I've been drinking and smoking "for about two months give or take"

I heard kash taking a deep breath me and her both knew we weren't ready for this "do you know the gender yet?"

"Uhm no ma'am your only 8 weeks along but if you come back in six weeks we should know the gender but would you guys like to see the baby?"

We look at each other before nodding he lays me back on the bed and put gel on my stomach I hissed that shit was cold

He tuned off the light to give us a better look and slowly started rubbing the gel around as it show cased our baby

I took a deep breath as tears welled in my eyes not knowing how to feel this wasn't supposed to happen I didn't want a kids rn I wasn't situated enough to have a kids hell I just became a doctor

I blinked and just let the tears fall I didn't have any word left to say

After that we left we were in the car silent as we both went into deep thoughts that was before she broke it

"So who is he or she I'm sorry I just need to know Harley" she says I take a deep breath "your right she is important to me very important to me she was literally my first everything first choice first girlfriend first kiss first to every make me feel wanted and not to mention first love and the one I let pop my cherry" I said

"But she was forced to take a role that didn't fit her she was kind and caring and all she wanted was to build something so she could get away from the hell we called home but she didn't escape quick enough

Her father forced her to he didn't take no for an answer she got a call after we had did it for the first time she tried to ignore it but I knew who was calling she did too she picked up and told me it was time and begged me to go with her

I-I couldn't we were only 16 i watched her cry I got up from the bed as she stared up at the ceiling silently begging for her tears to stop

We didn't wanna lose each other I promised I'd wait for her no matter what even if I was with someone else I'd always love her she said it'd take two years if everything went according to plan

So I waited for two years but two turned into three and I thought a deal maybe went wrong and she was gone I cried for months and then three turned into four and I hadn't been with anyone since and in our way to the doctors she called me and told me she was back she sounded so excited" I say and take a deep breath before looking out the window it started raining

She was silent the rest of the ride we pulled up to the house I went in and explained everything to ray he was excited about the pregnancy

I told him about the move in and everything after that I got jeremih and we went to kash 's house she had already gave me a key when we walked in she was in the phone with the movers

She hung up once she saw us jeremih let go of my hand and ran to her she picked him up twirling him in the air

"Hey I just went and bought some new toys for you how about you go play"he ran off as soon as she said new toys

She took a deep breath then looked at me "Do you still love her"I looked down she let out a lie chuckle that scared me "what have I told you about not answering me and having your goddamn head down!"she raised her voice

Making me flinch I looked up at her "i love you but I also love her so I don't know"I mumble

"Ykw upstairs now and when I get up there you better prepare yourself you're not going to be coming out once I'm done with you!"she yelled making me run upstairs the stairs and slam the door

I mentally slapped myself I didn't mean to slam it I took a deep breath and slipped in lingerie and sat on the bed waiting for her

It's been at least two hours i began getting tired as i checked my phone it was 5:25

I came out of the room and heard laughter I put on some clothes and went downstairs I was half way down the stairs "didn't I say wait upstairs!"she raised her voice

I looked up and came in contact with "Jordan."
"H-Harley I didn't have any words she got up from the couch making her way towards me I ran upstairs locking the door and broke down

I heard soft knocking "please talk me Lee don't lock me out please not again"she begged
I cried even harder "I'm back now Lee we can finally be together can we just talk please

I just kept crying "I cant.."I say full on sobbing
OPEN THE FUCKIN DOOR HARLEY"kash said banging in the door "YOU GOT SOME FUCKIN EXPLAINING TO DO"

I jumped back from the door in fear as kash busted in the room grabbing my shoulder roughly

Jordan pushed her off "wtf man! You good Lee"I nodded slowly

20 minutes
Everyone has calmed down and now they are both are standing in front of me and that's when I realized they shared similar features "y'all are related aren't y'all"

They both nod but "how come I didn't meet you before?"

"Same mom different dad"jordan answered while kash gave me a death stare "start talking sweetheart"kash said

"She's the one I told you about.." I said in fear kash nodded her head an turned to her sister

"So your dating kash now"I nodded "you said you'd wait!"

"I DID I FUCKING DID YOU SAID TWO YEARS ITS BEEN FOUR I CRIED DAY AND NIGHT YOU WEREN'T EVEN THERE WHEN I LOST OUR CHILD!"I covered my mouth realizing what I said

"Y-you were pregnant"I got up from the couch storming off i grabbed the keys and got in my car but they follow after me I locked the door

As kash stabbed my tires "you not leaving me baby."she said her voice cold and dark

As jordan punched my window before grabbing her gun and shattering it she pulled me out and carried me bridal style back in the house

"WHAT DO YALL WANT FROM ME"I said crying they both kneeled down to me "we want you princess"they both whispered in my ear sending shivers down my spine

Jordan leaned in and kissed me and it felt like I was home again "I got some stuff I need to go handle so ima let y'all have alone time but when we get back we all need to talk."kash said kissing my forehead and grabbed her keys and left leaving me with jordan

Who else have you been with since I've been gon"she asked "no one but kash and you"

She chuckled "good."