Requested by: Kaisahsparkle
"KIM NAMJOON CAN YOU ATLEAST SPEND A DAY WITHOUT BREAKING ANYTHING?! LOOK WHAT YOU DID! YOU BROKE THE NECKLACE WHICH WAS GIVEN BY MY MOTHER! DOES THIS HAPPEN BY MISTAKE OR YOU DO IT INTENTIONALLY?!*
"NAMJOON I FREAKING TOLD YOU NOT TO ENTER MY STUDIO! HOW COME YOU DELETE THOSE FILES BY MISTAKE? I SPENT COUNTLESS HOURS ON THAT! JUST GET OUT!!"
" Namjoon.....HOW CAN YOU MESS THIS STEP! EVEN A TODDLER CAN DO BETTER THAN YOU! I AM SO FED UP WITH YOU!"
"HYUNG! I TOLD YOU NOT TO COME IN MY ROOM WITHOUT PERMISSION, YOU ALWAYS MESS UP MY ROOM! AH I CAN'T FIND THOSE IMPORTANT FILES! JUST GO!"
"WTH HYUNG I TOLD YOU NOT TO DISTURB ME! CAN'T YOU SEE I AM WORKING ON THE ALBUM!? GO AWAY!"
"Hyung...I AM NOT A CHILD! I AM A FREAKING ADULT! I DON'T NEED YOU ALWAYS NAGGING AT ME! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!"
"WHY THE HELL THEY CHOSE YOU AS OUR LEADER?!"
Oh well- This all happened in a week 4 months ago. That week nothing was going in the favor of Namjoon. He made a lot of mistakes and made many people angry..including his members more like family.. But everyone make mistakes right? We all have ups and downs..
Since then the members are ignoring him.. Namjoon really tried to talk to him but they all still ignored his existence.
One day Namjoon woke up to an unbearable headache and a sharp pain in his chest. He tried to take deep breaths but the pain made it hard. He got out of bed, feeling weak and dizzy as he made his way to the bathroom. As he looked in the mirror, he was shocked at his reflection. His skin was pale, dark circles were visible under his eyes, and his lips were dry.
Namjoon tried to shrug it off and continued his daily routine, hoping that the this would go away. But it didn't.
He started coughing blood, his chest felt like it was on fire, and his body was shaking with chills. However, he didn't tell the other members. They were still ignoring him, and he didn't want to cause any more trouble.
For two weeks, Namjoon tried to hide his symptoms from the other members, but it only got worse. He became weak, dizzy, and barely able to stand. He couldn't sleep, couldn't eat, and the pain was unbearable. He knew that he couldn't hide his condition anymore, but he didn't know how to tell the other members.
The members could see Namjoon's suffering. They could see the changes in him, he looked very pale, tired, was often out of breath and it seemed like he had lost a ton lot of weight. However they ignored all this, they hadn't forgiven him for the fight they had four months ago. Namjoon had tried to apologize, but they wouldn't listen. They had shut him out completely.
Namjoon continued to suffer in silence.
It was the day of their concert, the members were all preparing for the stage. Namjoon was sitting on the chair with his eyes closed and head down. All the other members were looking at him with worried and confused eyes.
"Don't you guys think that Namjoon has been looking very off for the past two weeks?" Jin said
"I mean that he has been looking off since we started i-ignoring him 4 months ago. But since a couple of weeks he is looking very.....weak." Jimin said while looking down at his feet.
"We were very harsh hyungs... weren't we?" Jungkook said almost like whispered.. And they all agreed
"We will talk and apologize to him after the concert." Yoongi said and they all nodded.
As the concert was going by, Namjoon started feeling more and more sick. He was having trouble breathing, his headache and chest pains were getting unbearable.
And members kept asking him if he was okay but this time, Namjoon ignored them.
It was their last song.. Just as it was about to get finished, Namjoon's knees finally gave up and he fainted on the stage.
"Namjoon! What's happening?" Jin shouted, his eyes filled with worry.
They members rushed to him. Armys were shouting, deeply worried for their leader.
They took him backstage.
"Call an ambulance!" Jungkook shouted, his voice shaking.
Taehyung sprinkled water on his face. Only for Namjoon to wake up and vomit blood.
The medics that they had with them were handling Joon while the other members couldn't do anything but watch their brother's suffering.
The maknaes were crying hard while the hyungs had tears in their eyes, they couldn't cry like the three younger ones because they had to be strong for them.
"It's all my fault.. I failed. I failed as the eldest." Jin whispered to himself.
They rushed Namjoon to the hospital, where he was immediately taken into emergency. The doctors worked hard to stabilize him, but his condition was critical.
The other members sat in the waiting room, their faces were pale. They were drowned with guilt, knowing that they had ignored Namjoon for so long.
They entered the room and saw their leader laying down on the hospital bed, with an oxygen mask covering his pale face.
"I can't believe we did this to him," Hobi said, his voice shaking. "We should have been there for him."
"He must have been so scared," Taehyung added, tears streaming down his face.
"We're horrible friends," Jimin whispered, his voice barely audible.
"It's all my fault! I am the eldest I should have understood him!" Jin said while crying as he couldn't control himself anymore.
"No hyung, we are all to be blamed. WE ALL!" Yoongi, who had been quite this all time, finally broke down.
Days turned into weeks, and Namjoon remained in the hospital, fighting for his life. The other members visited him every day, bringing him gifts and telling him how sorry they were.
Finally, after weeks of treatment, Namjoon's condition began to improve. He was transferred out of ICU and into a regular room. The other members were overjoyed to see him.
They sat around his bed, holding his hand and telling him how much they loved him.
"I'm so sorry, Joon," Jin said, tears streaming down his face. "I should have noticed it earlier. I really failed you. I was being so selfish."
"We were so wrong," Yoongi added. "We let our pride get in the way of our friendship."
"We are terrible friends," Jimin said, crying softly. "We should have been there for you."
Namjoon smiled weakly, feeling overwhelmed with emotion. He knew that his friends were genuine in their apologies, and he forgave them wholeheartedly.
"You guys are the best," he said, his voice weak but filled with warmth. "I'm sorry for not telling you earlier, I just didn't want to cause any trouble."
"We should be the ones apologizing," Jungkook said, placing a hand on Namjoon's shoulder. "We should have been there for you, no matter what."
Namjoon nodded, tears of gratitude streaming down his face. "Thank you, guys. You have no idea how much this means to me."
From that day on, the members made a promise to never let their egos get in the way of their friendship. They became even closer, spending more time together and making new memories. Namjoon's recovery was slow, but steady, and he was eventually discharged from the hospital.
The members welcomed him back, hugging him tightly and promising to never take their friendship for granted again. They went on to perform together, stronger than ever before, and Namjoon knew that he had the best friends he could ever ask for.
