love is to dark for me

Chapter 25 - Screams :)

Isabella's pov:

"do not come near me!!" i yell at the man who is biologically my father

I try too move still in killian's arms

"do not lock me in that bedroom again or I'm burning this place down" summer threatens

He scrunches his eyebrows

"we ain't taking you back too the bedrooms, but I need you too stay in killian's bed now, with him and summer you with me and skye with ace, it's for your safety"  luca explained in anticipation

"NO YOU CAN'T FUCKING DO THAT!" summer screams in anger, he can not force us into that

"girls it's for your safety and protection" jacob says frustrated

"no, I don't feel safe in a bed with a man, I don't feel protected, I feel unsafe and uncomfortable" i say dumbfounded that they think that he'd protect me

"i get you think that, you've been through alot but just let us help you" ace said without thinking

"let YOU! HELP US!? YOU WERE GONE FOR OUR WHOLE LIFE, YOU DIDNT FEEL HIS HAND ON YOU, YOU DIDN'T HEAR THE NAMES WE WERE CALLED, YOU WEREN'T BEATEN FOR SIMPLY SIPPING SOME WATER, Y-you lived in luxury, you had eachother" i say calming down towards the end

"do not blame them for that, it was them dicks, not us, you shouldn't have got involved with them in the first place" Lorenzo says without thinking

My fault

Blame me

It's me

"do not blame me for that, I didn't choose too be in carter's guardianship and i didn't think leo was abusive, I WAS 12!" i reply in rage

How dare he blame us

"Your so careless Lorenzo get a grip" skye says standing up too leave

Getting pulled back by ace

She looks back at him confused, whys he being so clinging?

BET he 'wants' her now

"don't speak too me like that skye" he growls "do not speak too her or us like that Lorenzo" summer sternly tells him

"YOU STAYING IN THE SAME BED AS THEM, OKAY? FOR YOUR SAFETY BECAUSE I CAN'T HANDLE LOSING YOU LOT AGAIN, GOT IT!? NOW JUST LISTEN!!" Lorenzo snaps completely

"fuck you, all of you!" i say and get up finally getting out killian's grip running up the stairs

I wanna cry

I don't know why

I never wanna cry

It's not my fault, is it?

I got leo.. I was the reason summer and skye knew him, it's my fault, I am the monster in this situation

I reach a bathroom and lock myself in there looking at myself in the mirror

The scars that cover my body make me sick

The cold eyes that look back at me through the mirror make me feel lonely

Years fill my eyes

All i want to do it cry

I can't cry

No no no

I just can't

My eyes land on this one scar on my thigh

*flashback-warning for sa*

"i won't hit you izzy, you can trust me" my supposed new guardian says in a soft tone