05/01/2017
Sometimes i lie awake at night
staring at the stars so bright
wondering how i got so lucky
to have met you in my life
You were like an awakening
a new beginning
I guess the stars in my destiny
changed my fate for me
well, for some time anyway
Sometimes i battle with my inner mind
you see, i just cannot admit
I miss you once in a while
you could say
the feeling's kind of divine
I wouldn't normally think much of it
but with you it's different
like alert bells ringing
my heart drops in it's place
and somehow i can't meet you in the eye
It feels like you can look right through me
know all my secrets
and there's nowhere for me to hide,
that's probably why the feeling terrifies me
or maybe it's just that you look at me
with so much sincerity and depth in your eyes
your electrifying gaze shocks me
I chose to not ponder on that time
but remembering you is exactly what i'm doing
this isn't right,
I need to stop especially when missing me
is something you're probably not doing;
have i ever crossed your mind?
I must've from the look in your eye
so why is it so hard for you to say?
Your thoughts are pulling me back
I can't go in that phase
I need to stop, but
your image is asking me to stay
My mind is running with excuses
but it seems like not one is good enough
to keep me away,
your hold is too strong
your eyes are pleading me to stay or maybe
I gave you too much of me
slowly
I'm falling
and then
I'll drown
as usual
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When There Was Me And You | Part 1
PoetryYou were my First Love; toxic, unhealthy for my state. But i learned Love from you; you taught me what it meant to spend nights crying at the edge of my bed and how it felt to really smile. ************************* This is a collection of poetry...