inspired by Olivia O'Brien's music
18/07/2017
I always knew
You'd be the one;
The one i would fall in love with
And the one who would break me down
I never wanted to be the girl
You hit and run but in the end I was and
I wish you were sorry for all the things you've done
And all the emotions you've caused
The life you ruined
And the heart you broke
And I don't know why i cared so much
Maybe because i thought you were worth it all
But i'm doing better now than i was when
My life revolved around you
Maybe because i thought of you as it all
And they say you don't know what you've got
Till it's too late;
But i'm already gone
And now you seem like it doesn't matter to you
But it doesn't matter to me anymore
That you're not here
I'm doing better now that i don't cry every night
I'm doing better now that i don't need to prove myself to anyone
You messed me up
I should've never stayed
I should've left when i had the chance
I should've moved on but
I'm sorry if you're offended
I'm just being honest
Maybe i was what you wanted
Just not what you need
Because if you needed me
You wouldn't have done what you did
But you did
And you seem fine and I am too;
I'm fine without you
I'll be fine without you
YOU ARE READING
When There Was Me And You | Part 1
PoetryYou were my First Love; toxic, unhealthy for my state. But i learned Love from you; you taught me what it meant to spend nights crying at the edge of my bed and how it felt to really smile. ************************* This is a collection of poetry...