Saved by him

Chap 29 - soon!

Ella's POV

I pretend to be asleep as I hear Theo say a few words that completely shock me

"I've always loved you Ella and I always will"

He loves me? How? Why? What? Since wheeennn? Do I love him back? What happens now? What do I do?

Answer to the last one:

I HAVE NO CLUE!

As I go crazy over these questions and the three words Theo just said to me, I actually start to fall asleep

Very soon I'm fast asleep and thinking about what I'm going to do.

I wake up and snuggle closer into a warm thing

Wait what am I laying on?

I reach out my hand and wave it around

"Ouch" I hear

I open my eyes to see a Theo with his arms around me, no shirt on, and our legs entangled. My hand also just happens to be on his face

"Um morning" I say with a confused and guilty face

"Morning" he says with a bright smile
" I didn't know I was going to get woken up with your hand on my face "

"Ah yes sorry about that" I laugh a little and he joins in

" What would you like for breakfast?" He questions

" Whatever you have will be fine thank you" I answer

He stands up and goes downstairs to make some breakfast whilst I go into the bathroom to take a shower

I then get dressed in my black crop top and my black jeans along with my black socks and my black vans

Yes, I'm a fan of Black!

I slowly walk downstairs to find Theo putting some pancakes onto two plates

"That looks delicious"

"Well it probably tastes worse than it looks" he laughs

"I doubt it"

As I walk up to the marble counter he grabs onto my waist and spins me around

He then picks me up and places me on top of the counter and stands in between my legs.

"Do you know how gorgeous you are?"

I lower my head and blush

"Stop hiding yourself from me"

As I look into his eyes and he looks int mine, it just all clicks into place. He leans in closer and so do I. Our lips connect and sparks tingle through every vein in our bodies. My hands travel to his hair as his travel to my neck to deepen the kiss. Just then thoughts of my father and everything he did to me and what he was about to do to me fill my head. I quickly push away from Theo and run upstairs to the bathroom and lock the door. I slide onto the floor and start to cry.

I can never forget. He will always come back to haunt me for the rest of my life. It'll never get better no matter what.

I look over to the bathroom sink

A razor blade sits still and calm

I reach over and grab it

Goodbye life

It wasn't very nice knowing you

I press it into my wrists deeply and drag it across

Soon it'll all be over.

Soon!