we pull up at the house, i get some of my bags out of the car and take them to my room, i go back down to get the rest that i couldn't carry and as i'm walking up the stairs i run into Jaden
Jaden: wsp ma
Yn: you done with your sook now?
Jaden: yes i'm done, can we talk about it?
Yn: yeah just let me put this stuff in my room
Jaden: two shopping sprees in one day
Yn: gotta treat myself when i feel like it
Jaden: fair
we get to my room and i put the bags on my bed, Jaden sits down on the edge of my bed and i sit next to him
Jaden: sorry i got so angry, i don't like talking about that time in my life, it really hurt me and when i think about that i get worried, i trust you but sometimes i just overthink a bit
Yn: i get it, im sorry for bringing it up
Jaden: you didn't know.
Yn: i know you hate her but why'd you lie to me about never having a girlfriend, i know it's not a big deal but it just feels weird that you lied
Jaden: i'm sorry, i just thought if you never knew about her i'd never have to tell you what happened
Yn: that's what i'm here for J i want you to tell me everything, good and bad
Jaden: i know
i start to tear up, i don't really know why but i just get this wave of sadness and worry
Jaden: whats up, you okay?
Yn: yeah, we done talking now? i need to unpack
Jaden: no not until you tell me why your crying
Yn: i'm scared J, we've been fighting so much lately, it just doesn't feel the same as it used to
Jaden: please dont say what i think your gonna say
Yn: i'm not saying we should break up, but maybe we need a little break..
i see Jadens eyes start to water, i feel bad, but i think this is what we need
Jaden: mhm yeah
Yn: i love you J i always will, but i think we just need a bit of time
Jaden: yeah no your right
Yn: i'm sorry
Jaden: no don't be, this is gonna be good for us, what's that corny shit "absence makes the heart grow fonder" something like that idk
Yn: exactly, i'll always see myself with you in the future, just give it a few months.
Jaden: MONTHS
Yn: or weeks, however long it takes for us to miss eachother too much i guess
Jaden: okay i miss you let's get back together now *we both laugh*
Yn: have you been on tiktok this afternoon?
Jaden: yup
Yn: well do you think we should tell them? they already know somethings going on from the live
Jaden: i don't know, you know how toxic that app is
Yn: true but if we don't confirm it they're gonna keep going on about it
Jaden: that's true too, let's just say we haven't broken up we're just having a break, that's the truth
Yn: yeah okay
Jaden: alright it's late, i'm gonna go to bed goodnight, come in or text if you need anything okay
Yn: goodnight
he gives me a hug and leaves closing the door behind him
my love🫶🏼
don't post it yet, tell Jay and Wanna first
shit forgot about them, i'll tell
wanna right now, you tell Jayla
okay
goodnight <3
night <3
i get up and go to Jaylas room
Jayla: hey love, how you going
Yn: could be better tbh *i give a little sarcastic laugh*
Jayla: what's happening
Yn: shits messy
Jayla: oh no
Yn: me and J are gonna have a break, we're not breaking up just having a bit of time apart
Jayla: well if that's what you guys need then it's a great idea
Yn: yeah i really think that will help, i think its just that we started dating so fast and we've basically lived together the whole time, we're just getting on eachothers nerves a bit
Jayla: that's true, couples don't usually move in together straight up
Yn: exactly, i think a few weeks, or months however long it takes will do us good
Jayla: i'm happy for you guys that your doing what's best for your relationship
Yn: thank you babes, im really tired so i'm gonna go to bed, i just wanted you to hear that from me not the internet
Jayla: thanks, goodnight love you
Yn: love you too
