Different

My fault

I opened my eyes finally, I wasn't in pain anymore, it was more like I was numb, when I opened my eyes I saw my mother. "M-mom?" "Honey!" "What... what happened.." "hon.. you were shot.. your so called 'friends' brought you in but don't worry, you won't see them every again.. okay your safe now.." "w-what? Wait.. where are they.. where's kie...? I want kie.. Kiara! Where Kiara!" I cried out, I was almost in tears but my mom calmed me down. "Honey! It's okay.. calm down, everything is alright, I mean there waiting for you out there in the waiting room-.." "I want to see them! I want to see her now! Please.." "fine.. ill bring them in but I'll go talk to the doctors and get you something to eat.. okay?" "Um.. okay" she left and I tried to get up a little, it hurts but I'm still numb, I sat up and pushed my hair behind my ears and I felt a bit dizzy but other than that fine, i hated seeing me up to and IV and equipment. I lifted up my gown and I saw the bullet hole, but I quickly put my gown down when I heard a knock, then they came in, and kie had a sandwich in her hand, my mom probably told her to bring it in, "hey.. how you feeling..?" "Great.." I smiled. Kie was standing beside me and everyone was looking at me concerned, "guys! I'm fine I swear.. but.. bring it in.. I've missed you ki- uh.. guys!" I held out my arms and they all hugged me. "Are you sure your okay?" Pope asked, "yeah I swear it" they all smiled and Sarah and JB sat down and then JJ leaned against a wall beside the door and pope when over and stand by JB and Sarah and kie just stood by me looking down on me, I opened my hand out on my bed I was in and she saw it and took it and held it, she looked into my eyes and smiled. "I'm okay.." I whispered, "you sure?" She whispered back, "yes," then my mom came in and looked around everyone with a look. I gave her a look myself, a confused one but she didn't see it but the others did, she could've stood on the other side of the bed but she didn't she walked up to kie and like basically pushed her back. "Honey, I got the discharge papers and they'll be in a minute to unhook you from all these, okay?" "Yea.. got it," a couple of minutes the pogues left and then a few minutes later the nurse came in and took out the IV and other things that we hooked on and then they gave me my clothes and my mom stepped outside and I changed and put in my shoes and then I was walking and was stumbling around and the nurse insisted I took a wheelchair but I said I was fine, then my mom said I wasn't and I got put in a wheelchair and got wheeled to the car I said I wanted to back seat so I could laid out, when I got home my mom wanted to help me to my but I said "im okay" and as I was half way up the stairs I called out, "mom..? Where's my phone?" "Umm.. I don't know honey?" "You know what it's fine, down worry about it ima get rest.." "okay.." then I get to my room changed into really comfy clothes and went to bed, then it was the next morning, I saw that on my nightstand my mom gave me a painkiller and water, and thank her for that because this pain was so bad but I could push though it, I took it and took a sip of water and the I just drinker all of the water, I got up and decided to talk a shower and then after that I got ready, brushed my teeth, blow dry my hair and brush it and then put on a red maroon shirt that was kind of showing my stomach a bit and black shorts and change the big bandage and put that on, you could see the bandage halfway but it's okay, I put on socks and then my converse and then I ate and apple and then went out to Chateau.
Later I arrived and when everyone saw me that ran up to my and gave me a hug, each and everyone of them, "hiii!" I said, "oh my god! Heyyy!!" Sarah said, "oh hii!!" JB said, "are you even good and allowed to be moving?" JJ asked "yeah are you? Like aren't you in pain?" Pope said "uhh, nope I think I'm good and I'm fine and yeah!" I said, we all talked about the gold and stuff and how were gonna try and pond it for cash, then kie took my hand and led me inside and shut the door and I guess no body noticed, "umm..?" I said, she pulled me into a tight hug and I pulled her into one back, her voice was kind of breaking when she said, "I-I'm so so sorry Hailey.. I've never meant for this to happen... I'm so sorry.." she almost cried, I pulled her out of the hug and faced her, she looked sad and her eyebrows were frowning, "kie.. listen to me, it's. Not. Your. Fault.. okay? It isn't, you didn't do anything wrong." "But.. you got shot and I just feel so horrible.." "kie.." I pulled her into and hug again but this time we were closer, if that even possible but I had my arms around her neck and she had her arms around my waist/back. We didn't let go of that position but we lifted our heads to face each other, "kie, it's not your fault okay, and I'm okay so everything is fine, I promise.." "okay.." I gave her a soft smile and she gave me a soft smile back, then I saw that she kept looking at my lips and I was looking at hers, we looked into each others eyes but i wanted to kiss her but, ...I didn't, I backed away, "oh! I-I'm so sorry, I didn't mean- I wasn't trying to-" "no no no, it's okay, it's fine, really kie, it's just- it's fine, but.. I- I gotta go.." I left quickly and ran out of there and everyone outside noticed me running off and tried to stop me but they couldn't cause I wouldn't let them. It's all my fault, maybe I should've kissed her but maybe it was just the moment and she like just wanted to kiss me just cause of the heat of the moment or she felt sorry for me! I don't know.. but it's my fault now.. but I know that's not the reason I pulled back..

A/N- this one is long and just full of mystery! Ahhhh!!! But bueee🩷