Addicted

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A/n: just as a reminder if u haven't go follow my backup Babydabrat
(This Chapter will be in Y/n's Pov)

-Y/n Pov-

I have been stuck in this love triangle since forever it all started senior year in high school when i dated Rodney the most popular kid in school but Jacob was the most hottest bad boy and out of all the girls in school he wanted me the captain of the cheerleader

Jacob would come to my practices, look at me and Rodney make out in the hallway and if Rodney didn't come to school he would take me home

No matter what i said he kept trying until i gave up and went to his house

When i went there he had a drug set up on his table and that was a hard pass for me

That was until he made me take a O*y and he took one too, then we fucked like rabbits. Since then i have always loved the high of drugs

Jacob uses that to his advantage now

He knows im addicted to it. The feeling is everything no matter how many times i said i would quit it never happens

Those dr*gs also takes the pain away physically and mentally

Now im 20 living with my boyfriend who i am madly in love with, Rodney

He has been through it all with me

When my mom parents died, when we lost our baby mainly because of me, when i had to go to the hospital because of overdose that one time, and at home rehab which wasn't pretty because we always fought and i would threaten him and shut him out until the drugs were completely out my system

We got close again and ever since, i got rid of Jake's number. Somehow he always kept calling me tho and i decline them which also kinda hurts because i love him to

Rodney knows about me and Jacob because the day i was in the hospital Jacob texted me all that day and he called and Rodney picked up

He didn't care because I almost lost my life but we talked about it and I promised him no more Jacob

Right now im in Rodney's shirt on the couch watching tv while Roddey is at his friends house for a while

Soon i hear something upstairs and get confused

I get up and get Rodney's Gun in the corner and carefully go upstairs and i hear the noise again and its coming from my room

Y-HELLO?!!

...

I go in my room and walk in when all of a sudden the door closes showing Jacob and i tried to shoot him but he grabbed my gun and took it from me knocking me down on the floor and I scooted back to my nightstand as he walked closer to me

I grabbed the switch blade i had in the night stand and stood up pointing it at him terrified

Y-how did u get in my house?

J-ur window was unlocked why are u avoiding me?...why did u think u could kill me...i mean i know u wasn't really gonna shoot me and if u were that would hurt my feelings

Y-FUCK UR FEELINGS!

J-oh now its fuck my feelings?

Y-because i have a boyfriend!!

J-u didn't care in highschool did u?

Y-im grown now, u dick!

J-its only been a year since u got clean

Y-get out Jacob or i will use this on u

J-use it

Y-...

J-ik u miss me...the way i use to make u laugh...

He said moving closer

J-the way i made u feel...

Y-Jacob stay away from me or i swear-

J-the way i fucked u

He put his hand on my thigh and up all the way to my panties and he touched my clit

I let a small gasp escape from my lips he put his other hand on my face and i looked up at him and he placed his lips onto mines

J-i got something for u

He dug his hand in his pocket while still fingering me making me bite my lip trying not to moan

He pulled out a small bag of colorful looking pills

J-its ecstasy...one of ur favorites i also got addies and Xans

Y-Jacob im clean I can't-

J-u can and u will...ik u want too

I swung the blade at him and cut his face a little and he touched it and seen blood

J-...u can stop trying to fight me

He took the blade and threw it on the floor and pushed me on the bed the getting one of the pills and put it in his mouth

Then got on top of me getting in between my legs and kissing me putting the pill in my mouth and I swallowed it

J-u know u can never get rid of me

He looked down and seen the shirt and got up getting the switchblade and slowly cut Rodney shirt

J-if u want me to leave ill leave

He said still taking the shirt off me

J-just tell me to go...

Y-...

J-u can't do it can u?

...

He put my arms up forcefully and started to attack my nipples going from one side to the other

J-u want me to fuck u don't u?

Y-Yes jacob

I said nodding tearing up

The high was starting to kick in and that feeling i got away from came back and just like the first time. I craved it.

He took of his pants and and got between my legs and slid his tip up and down my clit then down inside me and he bit his lip while i moaned grabbing the sheets

J-Ngh~ i missed this. I miss what belonged to me~

He bent down and kissed and i wrapped my legs around him putting my hand in his hair and kissing him roughly

J-Mmph~fuck i missed u~

Y-haa~i missed u too~

He pounded me as my hands traveled all over his body

J-ur mine u know that?~u feel so fucking good princess i'm so proud of u~Mmph~

I nodded looking him in the eye biting my lip

Y-yes daddy~!

J-tell me how good i make u feel!~

Y-Haa~Haaa~u make me feel so...Ngh~good

J-yea? Say it louder I can't hear u princess~

Y-U MAKE ME FEEL SO FUCKING GOOD JACOB!!~

J-i miss hearing u say my name like that~

He thrusted as he filled me with his load squeezing on my ass with one and the other squeezing my neck

J-i love u...

Y-i love u too

He kissed me again then started to lick down my body instantly going to my clit making me arch my back hard

J-who u belong to?!

Y-u sir!~

His tongue flicked fast on my clit then inside me doing that same exact pattern until i came squeezing his hair and sitting up i loved the way he devoured me

J-ur mine forever do u understand me?

Y-y-yes Jacob~

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