Until You

1

Azanas pov

"Wake your ass up before you're late!!"

Huh uh??

Shoot!!

I shot up out of bed and half awake waddled to the bathroom and walked directly into the shower I turned the knobs and jets of cold water came flying at me

Fuckkkkkk

This is soo not my morning...

I finally got myself together and did things right I picked out my outfit for the day while chanting "This is your day, this is your new life, this is what you've always wanted..."

I walked into the kitchen of my tiny two bedroom apartment and met my roommate making breakfast

Gosh I love her

"Buongiorno belleza"
(Good morning Beautiful)

"I made breakfast"

Me:"This is why I absolutely adore you"

Giorgina:"I know,I love you too now eat up and hurry so you can leave...
You look amazing by the way!!"

"Thank you so much Cara mia"
I have got to go like noww

I quickly eat my breakfast,thank giorgina and walk out to my old Kia..

It was a gift from my father for my 18th birthday

Speaking of parents I have to call my dad...

Dad:"zaza wam"

Azana:Dad!! We laugh

Dad:you are my little zaza and will always be!

Azana: *laughs* how are you dad?
I miss you so muchhh

Dad:well I've missed you so much as well
Since you moved to that fancy country of yours,you don't call your old man anymore

Azana:But I call you whenever I can
Okay I'll try to call you whenever possible okay

Dad:I know that you are doing your best princess and I'm so proud of you

Azana: *Sniffles* thank you so much...

Dad:so have you spoken to her?

Azana:Who?

Dad:your mother

Azana:no and I don't have to!!

Dad:But Zaza she is your mother

Azana:That woman isn't worthy of being called a mother so please do not!!
I'll call you later Dad I love you

Dad:I love you too
I'm sorry for upsetting you

Azana:no no it's okay byee

Dad:bye

Hangs up

My relationship with my mother is one that I don't know how to explain
She absolutely hates me and to be honest the feeling is mutual...

All my life she had fatshamed me and told me that I wouldn't ever amount to anything that caused me to be very isolated and closed off

Not to mention the times I had gotten sexually assaulted and told her and she told me that it was my fault
That no man would ever willingly touch me

I quickly wiped my tears
"Come on zana you are grown now she doesn't have a hold over you and your life anymore"

With that I drove off....

Sooo what do we thinkkkk??
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See you in the next chapter

Signed

Your friendly authoress