one shots

midnight meetings pt. 1(jjk x reader)

Y/n pov :

Sitting on the bed in my chamber I wait for him to come and meet me as usual but he never came on reading my letters which I wrote to him . But today after an encounter with him I'm sure he'll come to meet me. I can't stay away from him now,,,,,, . I can't see him avoiding me just because the difference between our status. He is the royal gaurd of my father who is the king and knowing the fact I'm the one and only princess of this kingdom he is avoiding to make any contact with me even though it hurts him equally as me and I saw the love and possession in his eyes for me but he is keeping deny me . I can't bear this anymore.......i fell deeply and crazily for him if he wouldn't come today then I'm gonna surely end my life because there is no way I can live without him .

The night grew more darker and there is no sign of him yet my eyes began watering and heart felt stinginess . He is stubborn nnn ..so I'm . Wiping my tears with the back my hand and stepped out of the bed and took the sharp dagger from the dressing table and removed it out of the sheath and settled it on my wrist scratching the milky skin but before I can put more pressure suddenly a hand throw it away from my hand and my heart raced seeing the anger in his eyes .

"Jungkook....."

My lips automatically spread seeing him holding my wrist but my entire body shivered when he put his mouth open on the scratch of my wrist and sucked the dripping blood . My knees felt loosing it's strength to stay still and with the effect of his mouth these bent and I ended up in the sitting position on the bed. My lashes shut down when his tongue ran over my wrist. Slowly the warmth of his mouth faded but wetness was still there. He sighed a long breath closing his eyes to calm himself and left my arm slowly.

"What were you doing princess....."

His husky voice becomes more deeper for me to hear when we both are alone behind the closed doors . I didn't respond and saw the scratch on my wrist shimmering with little blood but the skin has already thicken.
I lift my gaze meeting his only to find the corner of his lips coated with some blood and i couldn't stop myself to hold his arm with a pull in order to make him sit on the bed beside me. I leveled my face to his wanting to clean his lips but as I went closer he stopped by my shoulders.

"Whatttttt""""

He asked and i didn't it all when he hold me to stop.

"Your lips have my blood "

I muttered in slow voice and he instantly wiped off with his fingers and ran his tongue across.

"Princess why can't you understand..,.........it's can't be possible what you want "

And my eyes immediately blurred with hot and thick tears and anger rushed through my veins.

'then leave from here and let me die peacefully.........."

I gritted my teeth and forwarded my hand to pick up the dagger but before I could reach to it he hold my arm to make me look at him.
I can feel the helpless in his eyes he sucked his lip to control his emotions and i cried out

' i love you so much... jungkook...... I can't live without you and i know you have the same feeling for me "

He closed his eyes and attached our foreheads before speaking

" Even if i do........we can never become one...you'll get hurt"

His words were like knife in my heart that pierced my soul. My lips quivered and the panic began to engulf my body parts.

'j..jungkook..h.. have some mercy on me.... your words are..hu.. hurting me"

" Calm down princess....... please breath "