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A rock was thrown on the already stone cold self.

And no one was there to pick it up.

No one was there to pick her up.

Being Enemies apparently wasn't easy for Jimin, who stared at her back from a distance.

It took a lot of strength for him to walk to where she was standing, near the edge.

Edge of the huge ocean bridge.

When he stood there besides her, looking ahead to the dark scary deep water, he just knew he didn't had any words to share.

Not when she didn't once glanced at him, just starting at a point blankly.

"I don't hate you..."

Jimin turned to look at her when she said that.

And what was this feeling of relief within him?

"I hate myself"

As he heard the next set of words from her, his heart pounded in his chest.

She hated herself?

All along. Or was she made to hate herself?

"I.... Hate myself..."

She repeated in a whisper as she finally looked at him who was already seen hurt.

Those eyes which disagreed with her clearly.

Told her she was wrong.

Showed her his pain hearing her.

But she continued.

"Have you ever liked me?"

The remaining breath left Jimin's lung.

Why was she asking such a question?

It somehow shattered him.

"Yes, multiple times..."

And he saw her smiling for the very first time.

However the smile was nothing out of joy.

He realised it was a pained one which further shattered him.

If hearts could speak, no human would have been the same.

No minds would be the same.

"Have you ever liked me..?"

He asked in a whisper.

"I want to be free"

Her words were confusing. They weren't the answer he wanted to hear desperately.

He couldn't understand her.

"Free?"

She smiled again as he saw her eyes brightening up with tears.

"I am afraid of water Jimin. It scares me, I can't swim"

He looked back into the ocean from the bridge.

He didn't liked this. He didn't liked her answer.

"I like you.."

She whispered through her tears as he closed his eyes hearing the ocean waves and the silent night.

What else was left for him to hear?

However she did had things to say.

"Please don't hate me"

"Why would I?"

He chuckled sadly.

He felt bad, a twisted feeling within which told him something.

That she wasn't at the same page as him.

"The ocean... It is luring and today I am it's prey"

Jimin's breathing hitched hearing her say that as his body froze.

And in the silent night, a loud splash was heard.









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