I'm Right Here (JayXreader)

Part 8 || flashbacks

A/N's POV

Y/N: "next month?! Are you serious?"

Mrs.Kim: "we need this for the company y/n!" Y/n scoffed and ran up the stairs locking herself in her room. Her parents both sighed and faced the Parks

Mr.Kim: "I'm sorry about that, she had a trauma back in highschool" The boy averted his gaze after the news of her little trauma. What caused her trauma?

Mrs.Park: "it's alright, we should get going" the adults eventually left and it was now just Jay and y/n in the house. He wondered what he should do. He wasn't sure if he should ask about it even if he really wanted to. The boy just decided to cook something for y/n. This girl's really changing me he thought as he sliced an onion

Around 30 mins passed and he heard the doorbell ring. He walked to the door revealing Mina.

Mina: "wheres y/n?!" She looked stressed and also panicked

Jay: "she's in her room" she started running but Jay stopped her "wait give this to her" he handed her a bowl with cooked veggies and some sauce

Mina: "didn't I tell you? She has a hard time eating and she hates vegetables" she was about to run up but Jay grabbed onto her arm tighter

Jay: "just give this to her, if she still feels sick after, then get mad at me. Just let her try it" he shoved the bowl towards the girl and walked off. She groaned but took it anyway running up. The boy heard her door close and sighed. What is happening to me?

Meanwhile in y/n's room. Mina barged in to see y/n just sitting down with no facial expression whatsoever by her bed side tempted to take out that particular box

Mina: "y/n what happened?" She explained everything to her bestfriend as she tried calming her down "oh by the way Jay gave this to you" the girl took the bowl and smelled it wow this smells good she was about to take a bite when Mina stopped her "hey wait, are you sure? You might puke again"

Y/N: "don't worry I won't" she took a spoonful of the vegetables and smiled. Her best friend looked at her weirdly she's actually enjoying the cooking of Jay? And she never eats vegetables she recalled all the times when y/n would ALWAYS deny to eat any veggies. She hated them with her life

Mina: "have you... have you gotten closer to Jay?" She placed the spoon down inside the bowl and sighed

Y/N: "I actually don't know, when I was puking he gave me soup that made me feel so much better"

Mina: "are you maybe, I don't know... starting to, like him?" She asked a bit hesitant

Y/N: "what? I- I- I don't know..." she looked back focusing her attention to the bottom of the bed. Mina followed her gaze and spotted the box. She pulled it out and opened it quickly "hey wait what are you-" the box finally fully opened allowing them to see everything inside

Jay's POV

I was gonna check up on them but then I suddenly heard Mina talk

Mina: "I can't believe you kept all these" I stopped and decided to listen to them as I leaned on the wall beside her door

Y/N: "I'm sorry! I just-"

Mina: "y/n. You have to let go! This isn't healthy!" What's inside that box?

Y/N: "it's hard Mina! Imagine 4 years! 4 years of my life wasted" I heard her starting to cry "yet I still miss those time" it went quiet for awhile. 4 years? What does she mean 4 years

Mina: "I know, I know... but look it's over ok? It's not gonna happen again" what's not gonna happen again? Does that box contain what caused her trauma? I felt bad for snooping so I left and just stayed in my room

Y/N's POV

I stared at the contents of the box and picked up the dried flower. Prom night...

<flashback>

Boyfriend: "hey y/n let's dance" he pulled my hand bringing us to the middle as we slow danced to the music

Y/N: "thanks for everything babe, it's been a wonderful night"

Boyfriend: "anything for you"

<flashback ends>

Mina: "he was still so sweet then" I gripped onto the stem of the flower

Y/N: "yeah until 4th year highschool came" I threw the flower inside the box angrily. Mina sighed and picked up the next thing.

Mina: "why is this broken?" I turned to her and see the picture frame with the glass cracked that you can barely see the picture inside

Y/N: "oh yeah..."

<flashback>

Y/N: "why are you home so late?" I placed my hands on my hips asking him as he got in the door

Boyfriend: "shut up I'm tired" he pushed passed me lying on the couch drunk

Y/N: "you're drunk again?!"

Boyfriend: "can you stop screaming it's annoying!" I went closer to him and see lipstick on his jaw

Y/N: "you hooked up with other girls again? This is the 3rd time!"

Boyfriend: "I was drunk ok!"

Y/N: "even if you're drunk you still know what you're doing!"

Boyfriend: "ugh just shut up!"

Y/N: "how many chances do I have to give you! Do you know how it feels! What if I hooked up with other guys!?"

Boyfriend: "whatever" I scoffed at him

Y/N: "fine I'll be at the bar" he grabbed my wrist and pushed me against the wall causing our picture frame on the stand to break

Boyfriend: "you're not going anywhere!" He pulled my arm and locked me inside my room

<flashback ends>

Mina: "how many times did-"

Y/N: "in total 6"

Mina: "you were hurt 6 times and you still miss him?" I placed my hand on my forehead

Y/N: "I know I'm so stupid! I shouldn't but I still do"

Jay: "who hurt you?"