"Where were you off to?" An arm slithered across my shoulder nudging me toward their chest. It was still early morning but I was already tired and bruised from the training with Xander. The spinning move was the only shot I had gotten at him. The rest had been him tapping me on the sides or smacking me across my arms.I shook from Mayra's grasp and wondered when she had come back. She fell into pace alongside me.
"Nowhere, everywhere. I was just exploring." I was a bad liar and she knew it.
She studied me, her eyes landing on the steel.
"With a dagger strapped to you?" Her voice was sweet as sugar but coated in suspicion.
"Yes," I tried convincingly.
"Elora," she stopped and so did I.
"You were gone yesterday. I know you returned, twice." She added the last word with a little extra attitude.
"You were gone too." I countered.
"I know you went to find Xander, beyond the capital walls," she cut me off in annoyance, probably because I kept lying.
I furrowed until I realized she could have followed me, or...
"You didn't,-" I began.
"You gave me no choice."
"You promised you wouldn't!" I almost hissed.
"No, I said I didn't want to but you forced my hand, and it was only for a few seconds. Your mind is weak when you sleep." She added as if that made anything better. I kept my betrayed look but I couldn't be mad, not really.
"Elora I told you to not get involved with him. And then you waltz beyond the capital walls with no idea what you're doing. Did you even bring a weapon?" Her eyes widened and from my silent response she threw up her hands, "Gods be damned you're such a fool."
My nostrils flared at that word, I might be a fool but I was tired of hearing it.
"Nothing happened."
"I followed you the second time," she cut in, and I turned away in annoyance.
"Well, then I don't have to explain, do I?" I hurried my pace but she caught up to me again with no problem.
"What about the poison in your veins? Why didn't you tell me? I could have helped."
"What can you do? Do you know a cure? No, and neither do I. All I know is either I survive it or I don't, and I've come this far. Nothing can be done now."
"Listen," she grabbed my arm, before winching, pulling her hand away as if remembering the since-healed wound I had shown her. "Father told me to look after you. If you get yourself killed because your grieving-,"
"The kingdom will lose its hope, I know. "
"No, you don't know. I don't care about the kingdom. My father does. I care about you, why won't you let me?"
The words stung, and I didn't know why. Hadn't I let her in? Hadn't I let my anger go? Maybe I hadn't.
"Your father sent me away, twice. He told me I would be safe, that I would die coming here, to the palace. But here I am, in the place he put me. I can't care for you the way you want me to because you remind me of deceit and broken truth when I look at you. It's broken and by the gods Mayra, I don't know how to mend it."
"You start there. With honesty." She swallowed and I saw her eyes glimmer. "I saw you in your dreams, hurting, and not just because of Selene. I felt what you did, the feeling of being unloved. That's cruel."
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My Darkening Ember
Adventure"This bounty is mine, Xander," He said. It was the first time I ever heard his name. Xander smirked, "Kill me first, then take her." He proposed arrogantly, a silver knife resting confidently in his hand. The man only nodded once as his hand slithe...