I don't want to go.
But I want to see him so bad.
It hurts.
but I really want so bad.
The months of longing and separation are killing me. I just want to see him. Want him to smile at me. Want him to say he loves me.
Funny.
But Minho said he loved me.
Loved.
He doesn't love me anymore.
He said that himself.
Today, around 7 or 8 am, there was an envelope at my door. It was an invitation.
Invitation for Minho's wedding.
Wedding invitation of someone who I love dearly.
Wedding invitation of My Ex-boyfriend
Everyone would be there.
Channie Hyung
Changbin Hyung
Hyunjin Hyung
Felix
Seungmin
Jeongin
And Minho.
I will crumble If I will see him with her. His soon-to-be wife. Everything around me will fall. But then I question myself, what will?
Everything has already fallen. Leaving my broken heart and my love for him.
I should be happy. I love him so I should be happy for him.
His gorgeous lips will be formed in a smile
While mine quiver
His eyes will shine
while mine cries
He will be happy and warm.
While I will be cold and shiver.
But I will still wonder.
Does it hurt?
