BLSC #3 : Capturing The Locason

Chapter 12 - I Can't

Zac Malvon

"Looking this kind of scenery is the best thing in the world" We're currently park near the Brooklyn Bridge and just enjoying the night scenery. We sit on the top of my car and just enjoying the night breeze

"You like this kind of thing?" I asked

"Yeah , I love it" I thought girls love malls better

"You often go to see things like that?" I turned to her

"Yes.."

"With Greg?" Stupid me

"Greg hates this kinda thing , he found it boring so he prefer spending time at cinema or at home being cuddly and things like that" Stupid him

"Sorry for asking that"

"It's fine" She smiled lightly and turned to me

"I had fun today" I said honestly

Cailey is a one unpredictable girl , I find her really attractive and really addicting. She's pretty simple and fun.. we ate a lot at the zoo today. Cotton candy , churros , hotdog and a lot of things else.

I usually went with girls who on a diet , they don't want to eat food with high calories and they're being fake happy. I never realise that until I'm with Cailey. She's so outgoing and fun to talk with.. she's smart , we can talk a lot of things. Girls that I usually went with are dumb.. they only know makeup , fashion and boys..

"Me too" Cailey smiled sweetly and oh God.. My hormones are not working well now

"Will you go on a date with me again?" I asked and hoping that she will say yes. I looked at her and she chuckled

"No because I'm protecting my heart"

"Protecting your heart?"

"You know what Zac. I don't have to explain it , do I?" She looked at me and I sighed

"We can be friends" She said simply and I don't want to be friends with her. No way.. I knew from that start that I can't be friends with this girl

"Is it because your ex? You're afraid of getting hurt?" I asked with a little hint of piss in it

"I met Greg when I was 20 , we met through mutual friends and at that time I was starting to fall for a guy name James but suddenly Greg came turning the table quickly. Guy often said that I'm playing hard to get but the truth is that I'm really hard to get because I don't fall for a guy that easy"

"Greg was sweet , caring and the fact that he always understand me makes me really like him at that time. He gave me freedom that I want and I gave his. We both really understand each other but the thing that I can't give him is my V card. He wanted that bad.."

"I never want to give it to him from the start but he still begged me for it and I always say no. He started to talk about me behind my back and started to ogling another girl in front of me.. I know from that moment that he's going to break my heart and then I found out he's cheating on me for 3 months. I broke up with him without any tears left from my eyes but it still hurt my heart.."

"Not being fake or anything Zac.. you're a really attractive guy , handsome , a racer , outgoing and the list goes on but a guy like you never stay with one girl" She looked at me seriously

"What if I can stay with one girl?" I asked

"A guy like you loves your single life and I bet you will get married or settle down at 30 or something" You always surprise me Cailey

"What if I say that I want to be with you more than friends?" I asked and she smiled

"I told you.. that's why this date is the first and last Zac. I'm either a drug or a toxic"

"You're clearly a drug to me now"

"Zac.. I can't"

"What if I change? Let's try this out Cailey , you'll never know where it will lead us to" I said and I don't know what am I thinking until that words came out from my mind

"I'm not ready for another relationship Zac , I just broke up with Greg 4 months ago"

"Okay fine , I'll give you time but don't shut me off" I said and she looked at the sky

"No promises Zac"

"How many guys who are in this battle right now?" I asked because I know I'm not the only one in this battle. I bet there are a lot of guys who are up to this girl. I'm not shock if there's 50 of them

"Quite a lot" She answered with a small tone

Oh God , she's so beautiful and I just can't hold it anymore

"Cailey" I called

"Huh?" She answered but still looking up

"Cailey" I called once again and she turned her face to me. I looked at her intensely and so does she. I leaned my face closer to her

"Do you know how much I want to kiss you since you walked out from your house?" I said truthfully and she just looked at me without any expression

I hold her chin and pulled her closer to me , picking her small body up and put her on my lap. None of us dare to look away..

"Do you know Zac.. if you kiss me you will get more addict?" She warned

"I don't fucking care" I crashed my lips to her. As soon as our lips touch , I felt a really warm feeling starting to spread around my body. I pulled her near and kissed her deeply

I don't want this to stop.. shit

She's damn right , she's really addicting.. I bet the feeling of it is more than drug

"The time is up bad boy" She stopped and my eyes widen , I looked the time on my watch and it's really 9 p.m

"Give me more" I pulled close again but she pushed me away

"I can't be more than friends with you Zac" Damn shit!

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Zac on the driving seat and Cailey at the back❤️