Think I need someone older

T W E N T Y - T W O

I opened my eyes and I was laying on a bed of the hospital

I turned to watch Lando holding my hand

"What happened?" I asked and he opened his eyes

"You are up" he gave me a big hug "You okay sweetie?"

I just nodded

"What happened?" I whispered

"You have concussion! They didn't understand earlier so here are the results" Lando sighed "You passed out to Daniel's arms! Him and Lewis brought you here to the hospital"

"Oh" I just said "Thanks for staying with me"

"I didn't do anything" Lando kissed my head "Why you ran way from Lewis?"

"I didn't want face him! I feel so embarrassed" I said and I smiled at Lando

"Love, you have talk to him" Lando said and I just looked away

Two hours later I was to my apartment, fortunately for me my parents were in Switzerland so I was happy and alone

Not exactly alike

"Do you need me to cook something for you?" Lando asked

"You'll burn the kitchen" I replied

Lando laughed

"Okay I'm leaving! Bye" Lando kissed my head "Call me if you need anything!"

Lando walked away and I stayed alone in my apartment

I was hungry so I stood up to make some lunch for me, I cooked pasta with vegan cream cheese and broccoli

Well I really miss Lewis

Do I want his attention?

YES

The next day I left for Barcelona on a road trip with Esteban and Mick

"Tell us love" Mick said "Why you broke up with Lewis?"

"Because it's so awkward Mick! I can't do that" I replied from the back seats "Change the music to Lana"

"Okay schatz" Mick answered chancing the music to Lana "I know it's awkward but you can't put the feelings over the awkwardness"

"Mick is right! Let's be honest! You both are crazy for each other!" Esteban added

"Esteban it's so normal for me being crazy for a guy 20 years older than me but for him it's so weird" I said

"Yes but Lewis wants talk to you and you avoid him" Mick said

"I can't face him especially after I did that with the letter" I said and I blushed "I can't"

"Okay okay! We just advice you as older people" Esteban finally said

The boys let me to my hotel and I walked upstairs to my room, I met Christian out of my room

"I thought you were in" Christian said

"I just came with the boys" I replied

"How are you?" Christian asked

"I'm so much better! I don't feel anything" I said "Do you need anything?"

"Yes! We need to talk! Can I come in? For a while" Christian asked

I unlocked the room with the card and we walked into the room

I let the suitcase and I turned to my boss

"We need to talk about your contract" Christian said "Will you keep with us?"

"This is a conversation that has to happen with my manager" I defended myself

"Yes but if you already have decided with a team tell me so I can search for a driver!" Christian said "I know you! It's not the money!"

"I won't stay in RedBull for the next season! I will sign with Mercedes, I have talk for money and everything! Take Daniel for the next season" I replied "He deserves it"

"So you are going to them? Okay! Good for Toto" Christian giggled "Next to your boyfriend"

"He's not my boyfriend anymore! Do you need anything else? Because I'm really tired?" I asked ironically

"No! Take care" Christian walked out of my room slamming the door behind

I will sign with Mercedes and I'm happy about it! Mercedes is a better team that RedBull and from what Lewis and Nico told me they'll treat me good!

Toto is already like my father!

Thursday

Today is the media day and the first day that I'll watch Lewis since the incident happened in the club on Sunday

I had so many interviews and questions about my injury and my crash in Monaco but thankfully I knew what I needed to answer

Of course I couldn't avoid him!

"Hello Michaela" Lewis said "You okay?"

"Yes just I have to go" I said nervously

"No I just wanted to check on you! I mean you passed out in front of my own eyes and I got panicked! I want the best for you!" Lewis said smiling "I love you after all"

"Thank you" what did I just said? Thanks for loving me? It's so embarrassing! "I didn't mean it like that"

"It's okay don't worry! I hope you'll be alright and race with us and why not win!" Lewis said

Fuck

On Sunday I walked into the paddocks and my eye caught the one and only Shakira

I mean I don't like, okay I hate, her music but I can't deny that she's an amazing singer!

I walked to my garage and I watched some Barcelona players there, and personally my favourite one: Lewandowski

We talked for a while in German and then I walked out of my garage to take a breath

George almost ran to me

"What happened?" I asked laughing

"I love you and you need to know it!" George sighed "Shakira is here for Lewis"

"What do you mean?" I asked laughing "is she his fan?"

"No but they are flirting and they are close to be together" George said

I froze

"My loose! Her win! I broke up with him after all!" I said madly "By the way thanks for telling me"

I was P2 with Max on Pole

The only thing I wanted was win and have a podium with Max and Lewis

Just for fun

I won with a lot of pressure and I walked proudly in the podium

"Nice overtook" Lewis said in the cool-down room as we watched on the TV how I overtook Max

"Thanks" I just said without caring and I walked away from him

"What did you do to her?" I heard Max asking Lewis