Just forget about Gon.
Forget Gon?I pressed my forehead on my knees and let my breath return to normal.
Can I forget Gon?
How?
Maybe Leorio is right. I should just forget about Gon.
I lifted my head and laughed at myself. What am I thinking?
He's my bestfriend! My love! My life!
How can I forget Gon?! I even gave up my own family for him.
Damn it's cold. I turned around and found that the air conditioner is on.
I turned it off and went back to bed.
I found a picture frame on the top of a wooden shelf. I reached for it and it's all dusty.
I wiped it with my shirt and when it became clear it was Leorio making a big smile and on the left is Gon making a weird face and me having a grumpy face.
Wow. I didn't know Leorio printed this. Maybe it's because of Kurapika on his right making a scared face.
I locked my eyes on Gon. He's really handsome.
I stroked the tip of my fingers on his face on the frame, lifted it and kissed him.
Oh gosh! What the heck! I felt my face became hot.
What am I doing?!Fuck it! This is so Gay!
You're shameful Killua!
I slapped my face two times.
Geez!
I looked at Gon and noticed saliva on his face! I hurriedly wiped my saliva off. Damn I gave him a wet kiss! I gave a picture frame a wet kiss!
What's wrong with me?!
I returned the picture and went sat on my bed.
I really should stop doing things like that.
I hit my head again as I remembered what happened last week when I was jerking off calling Gons name and Leorio caught me.
Man! I wished I was dead there!
I slumped my body on the bed and closed my eyes.
I'm starting to get sleepy.
-Kurapika's gonna visit tomorrow-
I popped my eyes fast as I remembered that Kurapika's coming here tomorrow.
No.
He's gonna get me and Gon meet. I can't meet Gon.
I've got to leave nkw or It'll be too late tomorrow.
I walked and grabbed a piece of paper inside a small drawer and a pen.
Hey, I realized that if Kurapika's gonna visit he'll definitely found out and get Gon and me meet and I can't meet Gon yet. Thanks for feeding me and letting me stay here Leorio, and thanks for your nagging and advice also. Please don't tell them that I stayed here with you. Please. I don't want Gon to find out. And if you meet Gon pretend that you don't know anything about this drama. Please watch Gon for me.
I placed the letter on my bed and read it twice before I get out. I noticed the light under the door in Leorios room still open. What a busy guy.
I tiptoed to reach the front door and good thing he didn't notice. I opened the door slowly to not let a creaking sound. I slipped myself out successfully and said goodbye and thank you to the front door.
Crazy.
I moved my eyeballs to look at my surroundings. Its dark but not too dark, there are little stars in the sky and a moon hidden by a single thick cloud.
I'm going away for a while, away from all of them.
I guess this is better not letting them or anyone know where I am going.
I don't know where I'm going but I can manage.
I stepped and Gon entered my head crying.
No. I can't leave Gon alone.
I don't wanna go away. I dont wanna leave!
I started to turn the door knob to go back but it's locked.
Why is this locked? Is it broken?
I desisted and think for a second.
It really wants me to go away. Maybe it really wants me to go away. Maybe it'll be for a good thing? Maybe it'll help me.
Help me what?
Move on?
Forget about Gon?
I let out a sigh. And started to walk away. I'm sorry Gon I couldn't keep my promise back then for not leaving you. I'm sorry. But one thing's for sure that I will always keep. I will always love you.
I stopped and looked at the moon. I let out a deep sigh to hold back my tears.
"I'm gonna miss you guys for sure."
I lifted my head to feel the cold breeze in my face and started to walk again.
Wow.
This feels lonely....
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FanfictionKillua have always secretly loved Gon and he's been trying to confess his feelings for almost 5 years. Will he confess or will he hide it now that he's madly inlove with Gon. (All pictures that I used are not mine. All credits are to the owner.) ...