(Killua's POV)
I reached out on the table beside me and turned off the lamp.
The room is filled with darkness now.
I closed my eyes.
"FYI I already had a boyfriend and he's way more hotter than you. The opposite of you!"
Fucking bitch! Stop entering my goddamn mind!
I pulled my hair.
"ow"
Why did I even think that it's Gon that she mean?
It could be anyone but not Gon. It's impossible. Impossible.
"The opposite of you."
That blond girls voice is the most annoying of all voices I heard my whole life.
Why did she even say the opposite of me?
It's just that the only person that I could think the opposite of me is Gon. Only Gon.
And that dream of Gon being married to a blond girl that I keep thinking of just won't help me. It makes me think that Gon doesn't care anymore that my dream is actually real and I'm here waiting and hoping for nothing.
(Retz's POV)
I slumped myself on my couch after I shut the door.
I should stop feeling this way towards Gon. I'm needing his body. I feel hot. I wanted to be touched by him.
But shit. It won't gonna happen.
He's inlove to someone I don't know. I just know it. He's inlove.
The way he react the way he sigh it feels like I'm no match for that person.
He looks at me but he actually don't.
I don't understand him. What could it be that he wanted that I don't have?
The most annoying of all is that he act like he cares for me but then I feel like he don't.
He touch my hand. It felt warm and I love it, I feel safe and complete with him.
I just can't understand why he don't see me.
He make me feel loved but then he make me feel neglected.
*sigh*
*knock knock*
A soft knock was made.
"Wh-who's there? "
I stand up from my couch.
"It's me. Charles. "
I didn't answer.
"Aren't you going to let me in? "
"Look Charles. If you're going to argue with me again. I'm done with it. I don't want to talk to you or see you. "
"Please? I'm sorry."
"If you're sorry. Then leave me alone."
"Please Retz. I just want to talk."
"argh! "
I grunted and opened the door.
I saw Charles leaning beside the wall and smirking at me and his head falling and rising.
"You're drunk! How nice. "
I was about to close the door again but he stopped it.
"Charles! Get out of my room!"
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FanfictionKillua have always secretly loved Gon and he's been trying to confess his feelings for almost 5 years. Will he confess or will he hide it now that he's madly inlove with Gon. (All pictures that I used are not mine. All credits are to the owner.) ...
