Daphne Rosen POV
He looked up to me he stopped eating and stared at me with concern evident in his eyes
He took my hand
" Daph you okay" he gently asked
As I nodded
He stayed a bit silent
Nervous level kicked in too . As I tried to blink off those memories
Living in orphanage can be hell
Or maybe it was just for me and Lara
I gulped again , took a long breath but in vain I can't take it off , maybe I need some more time get over this
Godd it's been years and this still haunts me
" I am sorry daph " he asked , his eyes never leaving mine
As he got up from his seat and sat on his knees beside my chair
" It's okay , it's nothing" I smiled
And I was successfull in hiding my tears
" No I messed up our time I am sorry "
He caressed my cheek
I needed air I need some time alone but he was soo comforting
No I don't wanna break down infront of him
I wanna cry , I wanna cry soo hard
" Ehh I...." I stuttered
Ohh shit no no no
Lump formed in my throat , I am milli seconds away from crying
No..........
" I'll be back " I said as I got up
I walked soo fast towards my room as I heard divon screaming my name behind
But I was fast , I strode and closed my door , and locked it
I silently cried , I shouldn't make any noise , I told myself that , as tears pooled down , I sat on my back rested on the door as I sat their , my knees facing to me as I wrapped hands around my knees , dipping my head down I was choking silently , I don't want him to hear it .
I heard divon calling me other side of the door , I felt him sit down on the other side , as he called my name
Apologising me , it wasn't his fault
It was me who was weak
" Daphne please open the door , please let me in " his voice filled with worry , fear , guilt and hurt
I closed my mouth using my hand as I held back a chok , I didn't wanted to cry loud
I wanted to be strong , strong enough to live the past
I know I can't forget it , but I should try to live with it
I remembered Lara's voice as she said me one day , her voice ringed in my head
' don't let your past effect your future self , don't forget what happened but try to live with it , you can't change your past but you can make a better future , let it go'
Then my nerves calmed down , as my racing memories stopped , my muscles relaxed
I heard Divons voice again
" Daphne please let me in " it was filled with pain
I wiped off my tears as I took three long breaths , yeah everything is fine now , I am okay , I am more than just being a cry baby over the past
Their are many people who faced worst than me , but they are happy , they have moved on
I can do this too
Yes
I took some time to calm myself down
As I took another minute to unlock the door , so he could come in
I closed my eyes and opened the door
As within no time he grabbed me as took me in his comforting embrace
I can feel his hard breathing
" Daphne oh my " he sighed as he held me closer
And pulled me closer as if it is possible
Numerous apologise left his lips as didn't let me go
" It's okay we won't talk about this now " he said
I wrapped my arms around him
YOU ARE READING
Mr. Rude
Romance" what?" He snapped at me as he caught me staring at him "So-sorry sir i-i was zoned out" I stuttered god he is really handsome but rude aghhhh "Haven't you seen a man before being like a creep all of a sudden" he scolded me I felt ashamed god this...
