41 . Regrets

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Divon knights POV

Striding out of austin's room , I slammed close the door of my room ...

I snatched a vase lying on the desk , throwing it against a wall , shattering it into pieces ...

Rapid intake of breaths can be heard across , as I took another vase throwing it against the same wall ...

That didn't satisfy my anger as I took out the wine bottle , hitting it hard against the edge of table , the pieces shattered around the room , some pieces dug in my thumb , back of my hand and fingers .... It hurts soo good

Stepping on the pieces lying on the floor , I walked towards the balcony ....

" She is innocent " .... " Stop being like this " ....

" Something's are better to let go ... "

His voice kept ringing in my head as I tried hard ignoring those voices

..... They made me extra demon

An animal ......

I banged the table hard , the sound echoed across walls , I held my head , clutching my hair tighter grip , pulling them out , shutting my eyes tight ...

I failed to control myself ....

I can't hold it anymore , gritting my teeth as I strode out of the room ...

I went the direction I thought was right ..... I took heavy fast steps as I finally reached and banged the door loudly ....

After when I started kicking on the door hard , it unlocked from the other side as the door was opened ....

Revealing her , the only girl I hate , I hate her !!! I hate her

Words kept repeating in my mind constantly .....

Her eyes widened looking at my pathetic figure , she looked scared of me , which made my blood boil ...

I stepped forward as I roughly pushed her back , she stumbled back

" Divon ! " She whispered in her smooth tone yet it made me angry

That day when I look back , her eyes , her voice was a prayer to me , but now it sounds like a sin !!!

I stepped towards her as she backed away , afraid of me ....

Clasping her body as I pressed her hard against the wall ...

" Divon please .... " She pleaded as I pushed her against the wall opposite to me ...

Tears welled from her grey eyes , her body was shaking ...

To some unknown reasons , my anger flied far away as it was replaced into some thing else , I forgot all worries and anger as my rapid breaths were no more , my racing mind was calm , everything in me was replaced seeing her like this ....

I wanted to hurt her , soo badly

But I wasn't able to do that !

She opened her eyes which were closed tightly , her features calmed down as she looked at me , she looked at me curiously , her beautiful grey eyes , ofcourse which were my admiration , looked at me with searching something in me .....

Hoping it's still alive

My mouth was agape .... I observed her as she did the same

Her eyes were same , like mine , but to some point I still think , they are far more better than me ....

Her face still resembles her childhood once , cute nose , gorgeous face , and breathtaking lips , with heart melting smile ,

Her innocence displayed her every move .

I gulped , I scared her , though the guilt consumed me ...

Before I can do anything , a hand fisted my collar as it plucked me off her , snatching me away from her , I was faced infront of very serious looking austin , he glared daggers at me clutching my shirt ,

" What were you doing ! " He yelled

I was dumbfounded , what was I doing !?

He punched my jaw , I spit out sprinkles of blood out as he lifted me up ,

I deserve this .....

Yes austin , kick me !

He took a moment looking at me as he again was about to throw another punch at me , but was stopped in the mid way by Diana

She cried as she held Austin's arm pulling him off me ....

I stared at her sobbing figure ...

She cried for me , she is crying for me

As much as I want to hate her , why is it looking impossible to hate her !?

She stole glances at me , as she successfully managed to push austin off me , I sighed .

Austin still maintained his death glare on me , as he held Diana his side

It made me more frustrated than before , he is protecting her from me , as I am dangerous for Diana ....

It just added more fuel to my anger as I got up , I strode out of her room slamming the door hard behind ,

I reached to my room as I fell on my knees , my head bent in defeat ..

I shouldn't have gone there !?

I shouldn't have gone there !?

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