What A Tease [girlxgirl]

Chapter Seventeen

Chapter Seventeen

AN: Sorry if it's short, I'll be updating another one soon.

Cass’ POV

I stayed there.

Never moving  from the place I stood when she left.

It’s as if my feet were glued to the ground and the ground itself is pulling me.

As if the earth wants to swallow me.

And that’s exactly what I want to happen.

For the earth to swallow me, that I can stay there and not have to fall in love and get hurt anymore.

That I wouldn’t have to think about anything but myself.

I didn’t even cry.

Not a single drop of tear.

I keep standing there staring at the darkness of the night as the moon is now clouded and hidden, not wanting to show it’s face.

Is it wrong of me?

 ‘Cause all I can think about was how beautiful she looked that last time.

How beautiful that last smile she gave me was.

Even with the tear-stained cheeks.

In fact, the tears just added more glow to her face.

Is there something wrong with me?

‘Cause all I think about is that to get her most beautiful expression,

I would have to hurt her over and over.

Like really really hurt her.

Scarring her so deep that everyone would doubt that it could still be healed.

Am I really that cruel?

Wanting to see her like that once again.

Over and over again.

So lost in my thought of her beauty in pain.

I didn’t even realize that Alice was still here.

Not until she talks.

She asks me, if it was Becca who saw us kissing before.