Choices

Live A Little

 'Live for what today has to offer, not what yesterday had taken away'

*Edited

'I'll give you a headstart.' My body shivers when I hear him in my ear. 'Are you ready to hear the rules?'
  'Yes, Sir.' I have no idea what made me agree to this. It was easy to agree to anything that they said.
  'Run, kitten.' As soon as I heard him in my ear, I take off running. I run through the maze, there was five of them and one of me. Why did I agree to this? I knew how this was going to end. Maybe that's why I agreed to it. I hit a dead end. Damn it. I go back and see that it splits into three different paths. Which one do I take? I go left, I'm left handed it makes sense, right? I go to turn a corner and feel arms wrap around me.
  'Got you, my love.' Nikola, I feel his hand go around my throat. 'Should I wait until the others to find us?' I try to move, but the grip around my throat tightens. My body starts to heat up when his fingers trace the top of my sweatpants. 'Or should I play with you until they get here.' I moan out when he shoves two fingers in.
  'Nikola.' I mutter out, his fingers don't stop going in and out of my pussy, I can hear the juices. "Please.' I mutter out, I don't know what I was asking for.
  'Beg me. Beg for that release that you're so desperate for. Beg me to let you come undone all over my hands.' I could feel the pressure build up and he wasn't stopping. Before I could finish I feel cold and I hear beeping?

  I wake up to my alarm, I let out a groan. I'm really starting to rethink this whole alarm thing. Who wants to actually wake up in the morning? I get up and go to the kitchen and make breakfast. Something new to do. I knew I had to go to the diner to see Janice. I don't know about going out. Before I could talk myself out of anything, I get dressed and make my way to the diner. The walk was beautiful, I walk into the diner and Janice looks up from the counter. She wraps me in a hug and looks at me.
 
"Something is different. Could it be these five men that you're trying to distract yourself from?" I shake my head.
 
"I don't want to talk about them." I sit down at a booth. Janice wasted no time in bringing food and a bag. "Did you go out and buy a dress?"
 
"No. I was already in the shop when you messaged and saw the perfect dress." She hands me the bag.
 
"I can pay you back." I go to get into my bag, but she stops me.

  "Absolutely not. It's a gift, you said your therapist said to do something new? This is me helping, go out tonight. Stay an hour or two and then leave. You don't have to get super drunk, you don't have to leave with anyone. Just have some fun." We talk and laugh, I hear the bell and look over at Adrianno and Nikola walk through the door.
 
"It was nice seeing you. Thanks, you're the best. I was blessed when I stumbled into this diner." I put money on the table.
 
"Jess, you can't just..." I grab my things and give her a hug.
 
"I can. I'll message you."
 
"Live a little!" I hear her yell at me as I walk out the diner without looking at Adrianno or Nikola, I smile to myself as I walk out. Progress. Baby steps. As long as I'm going forward and not backwards, who cares about the pace, right?
 
"Jessica." I stop, I knew who it is. They've never said my name, it was either princess, kitten or little one. Was he mad? Disappointed? Wait, why would it matter. I snap back to reality when my head is being tilted up and I look into Adrianno's gray eyes. "Why are you ignoring us?"
 
"I'm not." I go to take a step back, but collide with a hard body and arms wrap around my waist.
 
"You're lying princess. Lying will get you punished." I hear Nikola in my ear.
 
"Punished?" I whisper out the word, why would they punish me? Why would I let them?
 
"So I'll ask one more time." I look at Adrianno after he tilts my head up again. "Why are you ignoring us?"
 
"I don't belong to any of you." He looks at me, I see a dangerous smirk play across his lips. "I should be going." I feel Nikola let go of me, I rush to my apartment.
 
I look at the clock saying 7pm and I look back in the mirror at the black lace dress. It's was really cute, not something I would choose for myself. It's a dress. It was long sleeves, but off the shoulder, stopping mid thigh. A pair of black heels, complete the outfit. I let my curly hair lay and put on light makeup. Janice told me that I should go to Club Paradiso, the taxi pulls up and I get out. I stand in line, waiting to be let in.
 
"You shouldn't be waiting in line." I look at a man.
 
"I don't mind, it's rude to cut people." He let's out a laugh as he guides me to the front of the line. The bouncer at the door looks me up and down before opening the door for me to walk in.
 
"Have fun shortstack." He walks away as I walk in. It was loud and packed with people. I make my way to the bar.
 
"What can I get you gorgeous?" I go to open my mouth to the bartender, but nothing comes out.
 
"So this is my first time out to a club, what do you recommend?" A smile lights up on her face, I watch mesmerized as she makes my drink.
 
"That'll be $8." I hand her a 10 and tell her to keep the change. "Come to me and I'll take care of you. If you are uncomfortable, there is security everywhere. We are all about safety here. If a guy is next to you and you don't want him to be. Ask for an angel shot." I give her a smile, she makes another drink. "I'll keep a tab open, come back before you leave and pay." I give her a smile before walking off. My third drink is when it hit me, I was in the crowd dancing. Everyone was dancing, everyone was drunk and thought they were dancing.

I make my way to the bathroom. I use the bathroom and message Janice. I send her a picture after using the bathroom with a caption that says, guess where I'm at?? I wash my hands and walk out the bathroom. I get another drink, making it four, or is it five, maybe its six. I shrug my shoulders and dance with the crowd. I feel a body behind me, my body didn't tense, it just kept moving to the beat. I let out a hiss as the person's fingers dig into my hips.
 
"Having fun princess?" Even drunk, I knew that voice. Adrianno.
 
"Tons." I let out a laugh as I dance on him more. If I was sober this definitely would not be happening. First of all, I can't dance so it probably looks like I'm having a seizure.
 
"Are you here alone?" I turn around to him and I see him looking around for Janice or somebody.
 
"I'm here all alone. Thanks to my therapist and Janice."
 
"You shouldn't be alone. It's not safe to be by yourself. Especially dressed like that." I look at my dress, then at him a little confused.
 
"What's wrong with my dress? It's a little short, I didn't pick it."
 
"It's what the dress says princess."
 
"What does it say Adrianno?" His fingers run in my hair, only for him to grab a fistful, pulling my hair back, making me look at him.
 
"This dress was meant to tease kitten." I grab onto his shoulders when he kisses the side of my lips. "They way they display your breast, begging to be kissed." I bite my lip as he bites the top of each of my breast. "The dress is the right length to show off those perfect thighs I want wrapped around my waist." I feel his hand run up my thighs. "The fun part, is when you bend over and the dress rides up enough to show your ass. I can image it red and you not being able to sit for a week." I feel my knees get weak, my panties were starting to get wet. He should not have this type of effect on me. Granted they were all lickable, wait. I shake my head of those thoughts. He let's out a laugh that causes me to look at him.
 
"Adrianno, I should go. Oh I gotta pay my tab." I try to walk to the bar, but he stops me.
 
"Luca is already doing that." I look at him.
 
"Adrianno..."
 
"Princess if you say anything about him paying, I will turn your ass red right here in front of everyone." I look up at him and close my mouth.
 
"My turn to dance." I hear Stefano in my ear and he pulls me away from Adrianno. I turn around and look at him.
 
"Stefano, I'm sorry for walking out. It was rude."
 
"It's okay princess, I'll give you a free pass. Tonight, you're not going anywhere." I was pulled in all different directions, the drinks kept coming. For the first time in a long time, I was having fun. I was carefree and I was loving every minute of it. I end up in Luca's arms, it was the first time tonight.
 
"Luca, I think I'm drunk. Will you get mad, if I ask to go home?" I feel his hand cup my cheek and I relax into his hand.
 
"Why would I get mad little one?"
 
"I haven't spent time with you." I stop and look at him. "Want to have a sleepover?" I whisper in his ear. He looks at me with a smile on his face.
 
"Do you want to have a sleepover?" I look at him when he ask me the same question I asked him.
 
"Yes, Sir."
 
"Then let's start that sleepover." He leads me out of the club, I see Nico in a SUV with Stefano up front. Luca get in the back with me and Nico pulls off. "Have you eaten today?"
 
"Yea, I went to the diner earlier."
 
"I don't need an excuse to cook." I look at Stefano.

  "You can cook?" Stefano looks at me and fakes hurt.

  "Oh princess, just you wait." I could see the smile on his face already. The look of concentrate in his eyes.