figuring things ✨out✨

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so i did a thought
( :O i know)

about how most (ofc non-straight) people don't initially know their sexuality

or like... don't get it right the first time

like
"first i thought i was bi and then pan" etc. if u know what i mean

and i just-
i was pretty sure that i was ace as soon as i noticed "hey, i'm not straight"

so i felt like
does this mean that i'll probably figure out that this isn't my sexuality?

is it possible to just
be right the first time?

then i remembered that i questioned whether i was gay for like
half a year
before i even knew about asexuality
bUt ThAt'S nOt ThE pOiNt

(i was like "hey, do i... do i have a crush on that girl?" - turns out it was a squish (probably still have a squish on her tbh))

aNyWaYs
now i'm literally thinking "yea, i can't even imagine wanting to have sex with someone but what if i'm actually not ace?"

pretty sure i'm aro tho
ye

and logically, when my brain isn't going "bUt StAtiStiCs" i'm still... ace...

weird world we live in

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