S.A.D [ZaDr] - Invader ZiM Christmas AU

December 16th

You know, I think things went better today.

Barely any complaints, no crying (woo), and no one was late to anything.

In fact I was early again.

I don't know. I guess I just want to see the alien. The only thing that's motivating me, apparently.

I've been having fun with him...even if we're not going to some theme park or whatever, or even playing party games or anything like that; it really is fun sometimes to just sit with someone. Who won't leave you alone on an emotional holiday. Or any day, at that.

I'm gonna rant again—lemme stop before I do.

So! Today: 9 more days until Chrysler. Will I survive? Honestly, probably. I'd say that I'm hopeful, but every time that happens, the next day crap goes wack. What the hell did I just write what

ZiM has done a good job at not telling me what his Christmas plans are; I know he's getting me something, though—how do I know? That's. The only thing he told me. He's actually a bit good at keeping secrets when he wants to be. As for me? I'm honestly having a hard time not telling ZiM; I EXPOSE secrets, not MAKE them! And oh boy, THIS is a secret I'd LOVE to share...but, I won't. I must stay strong...

Oh, uh. Speaking of strength.

Spoke to Gaz today.

Wasn't the most thrilling conversation.

All she really told me was that I looked like a mess and smelled of seasonal frustration...whatever that means. I tried to say something back, but she left the house again. Honestly, it's safe to say that no one is gonna be at the Membrane residence for Christmas.

Not even me.

Anyway, guess what? Decided to bring back ZiM notes for now; a little treat.

ZiM NOTES
-I think his sweater had a dead man on it.
-he likes Lemon Demon. This makes me happy. Do not play Two Trucks for him
-he let me sit pretty close without growling
-his mood seems to have improved since the other day
-he bought more Fun Dip
-Do not play Two Trucks for him

...not as interesting as the start, but, hey—it's what I got.

Ever notice that "mood" backwards is "doom"? Take a wild guess at who that makes me think of.

DIB MEMBRANE MOOD LEVEL

MOTIVATION
⬛️⬛️⬛️⬛️⬛️⬛️⬛️⬜️⬜️⬜️
ENERGY
⬛️⬛️⬛️⬛️⬛️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️
POSITIVE EMOTION
⬛️⬛️⬛️⬛️⬛️⬛️⬛️⬜️⬜️⬜️
MAIN EMOTION
SOMEWHAT EXCITEMENT?

IRKEN ZiM MOOD LEVEL

MOTIVATION
⬛️⬛️⬛️⬛️⬛️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️
ENERGY
⬛️⬛️⬛️⬛️🔳⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️
POSITIVE EMOTION
⬛️⬛️⬛️⬛️⬛️⬛️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️
MAIN EMOTION
HAPPY I THINK