What did I say.
I said "something always happens the second things seem okay" or some crap like that I dunno.
And it did! Woke up with 0 anything... no motivation, no energy, no happy... can my brain please give me happy. For once. After I've actually gotten it?
I don't like it here. I'm going to ZiM's.
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Hey. Feeling a bit better, but. Eh.
ZiM picked up on my feelings...he got scared he'd done something wrong. He didn't. I don't know why he'd put it on himself... it made me feel bad. And he felt bad. And I didn't want to make him feel bad.
So I hugged him. Again.
And he let me. Again.
It was nice... for the first time ever, I've realized that I. Feel safe. Hugging. An alien.
Such a weird statement, yknow?
But, it did make me feel better. Still didn't wanna move at all, didn't feel like walking, and I just wanted to lay down on the floor and never move. But he wouldn't let that happen.
He's really changed, honestly.
Or, maybe he hasn't; maybe he's only changed his viewings of me.
Such a damn weird time. Can't wait to not tell Gaz about all this, too.
I'm sorry if my entries have been...lacking lately. Or just real short, or not full of important stuff, I. Feelings. Many. Hard to get all feelings out of head and onto page. Big head, big thoughts; yknow..
Many big thoughts.
Confused thoughts.
Aaaaa emotions.
Emotions.
Fun.
DIB MEMBRANE MOOD LEVEL
MOTIVATION
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ENERGY
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POSITIVE EMOTION
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MAIN EMOTION
S.A.D
IRKEN ZiM MOOD LEVEL
MOTIVATION
⬛️⬛️⬛️⬛️⬛️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️
ENERGY
⬛️⬛️⬛️⬛️⬛️⬛️⬛️⬜️⬜️⬜️
POSITIVE EMOTION
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MAIN EMOTION
WORRY??
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