August 26th, 2023
Sooo... I'm getting kicked out.
I got the boot Wednesday and the past three days have been very... emotional, to say the least.
I ran away once and ended up staying at my bff's house for a night. Which I really needed. Im not getting booted because I did anything wrong it's just time I start figuring it out on my own, you know? At least that's what my dad says.
Im a bit emotionally drained right now and my eyes hurt from three days of off and on crying. I accidentally hurt my dads feelings when I ran. I didn't mean to. He said he understands though, that he knows I'm just confused and hurt. So we made up. It's still weird though. Like there's now a clear plastic wall between us. Not that we've had the best emotional relationship before it just seems even more distant now.
I've bought boxes and am going to start packing and moving tomorrow. I have to remember to do schoolwork at some point.I still feel like crying but I'm too tired. I should be sleeping right now but I can't. This fucking suck. But I understand.
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