teen on set ~ marvel cast

judgment

 not proof read

y.n pov

i didnt have much of an appitte when i went down for dinner still kind of getting used to today. "y/n this is liam, jake, brooklyn, ellie, thomas, and youve already met hannah and araya" lucy introduced everyone. 

some looked me up and down but they all greeted me with a smile. "hey arent you famous?" thomas said as i sat down. i hesitantly half nodded and could feel everyones eyes on me. 

"how'd you end up here then, dont the rich and famous get everything they want in their perfect little lives" the guy liam said waving his fork around. i just kind of looked at him not knowing what to say. 

"liam" dylan warned 

"what? im just asking" he defended back. 

"whats it like being famous" jake asked and i would really perfer i wasnt the centre of attention at tonights dinner. before i could answer him another questioned was fired at me. 

"can i be an actor too?" that was from araya. brooklyn then asked another question then ellie and thomas again and i could feel hannah staring at me from across the table. i was starting to panic a little when the couple shushed the kids. 

"maybe not all at once" dylan said and they nodded beginning to load up their plates. i grabbed a bit of food but i mainly felt really out of place and not hungry. 

i wanted to excuse myself but it felt rude. so i sat quietly as the rest of the family conversed about whatever. i took this time to analyse everyone. 

liam: he was probably 18ish clearly broken before but hides it like a bully. classic tough guy look

jake: probably 10 or 11 wearing a super mario shirt, probably plays alot of video games. 

brooklyn and ellie look like sisters both with long brown hair and green eyes although ellie's hair was slightly lighter. brooklyns probably 16 whereas ellie looks 14

thomas was 7 or 8 and was a typical kid not much from him i guess 

araya was maybe 6 with a my little pony tshirt. i swear i had the same one. it was like purple with puffed sleeves and the pink pony, apple jack and rarity on the front.

hannah was 15 and i could tell she was sick of everything. she had again long hair and wore waterline mascara with a hoodie and pants. i will bet you 4 bucks that is what she looks like everyday. and that isnt judgmental because i do the exact same thing. 

id already analyzed the couple so i looked around the house. it was not an open floor plan which i honestly kind of liked. it was still open persay but walls between the loungeroom and the kitchen and dining room. 

"are you eating that" jake asked, i was going to but i gave it to him instead. 

"dont take food if your not going to eat it princess" liam said the way he emphases princess unsettles me. 

i dont even try to defend myself already on the verge of tears. well i felt like crying. i could hold it in enough from people that they wouldnt notice. 

"boys its our night for cleaning" dylan said as everyone finished. thomas and jake collected all the plates as liam and dylan headed straight for the kitchen. hannah motioned for me to follow her so i did and we walked back up to her room. 

"fuck i hate him" she said once i closed the door. 

"who?"

 "liam" she sighed. "hes such a prick" she said throwing herself on her bed again. i just hummed in agreement based of my first impression. she said she was going to go have a shower and i nodded calling lizzie.

"how is it honey?" she asked and from the look on her face it seemed like she had been crying all afternoon. 

"its okay" i shrugged starting to tear up again. "how are you?" i said wiping my tears with my shirt. 

"its really strange not having you with me. but the twins are here" she smiled trying to make the situation sound better than it is. 

"i miss you already and it hasnt even been a day" 

"well when you see eachother every day for 2 months it doesnt take long to miss them" she said and we shared a short laugh before i heard voices in the background. 

"is that my niece?" oh right the twins. lizzie nodded and the phone was stolen. "hello beautiful, i wish i coulda met you in person" one of the twins said. i cant tell them apart. sue me. 

"likewise" i smiled at her and we had a conversation but i honeslty just wanted my mother. and eventually i got her back. 

"anything you want me to bring you when we see eachother?" lizzie asked me and i shrugged.

"my weighted blankets and half my hoodie collection" i asked. i needed the comfort of those hoodies right now more than anything. 

lizzies pov

i hated not having y/n around. it felt so empty. i asked if i could get her anything because i just wanted to feel useful. i wanted to be able to do something for her because i couldnt even adopt her. 

its anywhere between 2 weeks and 2 months before i hear from the adoption agency again and this time we might have to go to court so i can be judged to get rights of her or whatever the process is. 

its all just come at a really bad time with just finishing the movie too. anyway over an hour later and y/n left to go have a shower so i figured i might aswell do the same. 

and of course on the way there i had to pass y/ns room. well crying in the shower always is amazing. 

a/n 

@Alianovna_Maximofff decided the fate of this book btw