Fears, Stress and Anxiety
Friends i never invited in my life or wanted to keep for a long time
it visits when ever it encounters me alone
unfolding the memories of the past and worst visions of the future
i try to escape by numbing the pain watching series and movies
instant pleasure to the mind
and when it ends
the emotions wave hits again
lights turn off slowly
darkness paints the walls
heart beats serve as drums of welcoming
the emotions that wants to be felt to leave
i feel it, a snow ball that kicks in my stomach
don't know where it came, or was it an inheritance from my ancestors
i became used to experiencing time at different motions
it is slow when in pain
it is fast when happy
happy to ultimate golden goal I seek every morning
those sweet emotions i keep inviting but don't know how to welcome
fast happy moments, that i choose to just feel for a second
afraid that i will get used to the taste of sweetness again
how is life measured i wonder!
if not by the moments we felt alive and happy!
have i experienced life till now?
and I wonder, what is time ?
if not an interpretation of how we feel now, today and in this moment!
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just feel gratitude towards the life you have, it deserves it no matter how hard it is now, it shall pass!
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My Liberation Poems
PoetryThis is the kind of poems you all want to read, A story of a little girl, a teenage, a young lady and a woman; Aspiring to be liberated from an inherited mind ; A mind full of stories and patterns that the brain refuses to swallow; ***** This is t...
