57 No Direction To Follow

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Where am I heading, I stop and start reflecting

I have been scribing different words and delivering different meanings

But the deep down beliefs seems to be sticking

I try to put my foot on the pedal again and try to focus on the drive

But it seems my gears became old, unfoctionning and dry

I feel it, the void inside my head, did I let go too much or is it just the after-affect of being light

I am trying to find meaningful words to Ryhm and make a coherent plan to my life

But I can't seem to be decisive about the dreams that needs to be chasing

I wonder what's the currency I need to trade this indecisiveness with the 5 steps to live your dream life in one month

Is it about changing the environment or changing the habit, changing the inside world, is it knowledge or is it about firmness and dedication to the bone

I am Draining my energy again?

Overthinking and over analysing where to head!

Forgetting I have made it through hell

I have had always stormy mind and emotional rainy days where my Heart's wall was painted with Grey

I have been through difficult hangovers because of the nights I spent drinking horrid stories of the past

I remember when I just wanted to flee from my own life, but I found myself in a forest full of trees that hugged my sorrow and made me free

Sometimes it is not about finding the fucking direction

Small wins as waking up smiling to sun is a damn good thing

And without a reason I can have a layover sometimes

Because for how long I will be doing the job of Google maps!

Trust your instinct and believe in yourself because nothing matters when time passes and you face regret and guilt 🌼

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Trust your instinct and believe in yourself because nothing matters when time passes and you face regret and guilt 🌼

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