Where am I heading, I stop and start reflecting
I have been scribing different words and delivering different meanings
But the deep down beliefs seems to be sticking
I try to put my foot on the pedal again and try to focus on the drive
But it seems my gears became old, unfoctionning and dry
I feel it, the void inside my head, did I let go too much or is it just the after-affect of being light
I am trying to find meaningful words to Ryhm and make a coherent plan to my life
But I can't seem to be decisive about the dreams that needs to be chasing
I wonder what's the currency I need to trade this indecisiveness with the 5 steps to live your dream life in one month
Is it about changing the environment or changing the habit, changing the inside world, is it knowledge or is it about firmness and dedication to the bone
I am Draining my energy again?
Overthinking and over analysing where to head!
Forgetting I have made it through hell
I have had always stormy mind and emotional rainy days where my Heart's wall was painted with Grey
I have been through difficult hangovers because of the nights I spent drinking horrid stories of the past
I remember when I just wanted to flee from my own life, but I found myself in a forest full of trees that hugged my sorrow and made me free
Sometimes it is not about finding the fucking direction
Small wins as waking up smiling to sun is a damn good thing
And without a reason I can have a layover sometimes
Because for how long I will be doing the job of Google maps!
Trust your instinct and believe in yourself because nothing matters when time passes and you face regret and guilt 🌼
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My Liberation Poems
PoetryThis is the kind of poems you all want to read, A story of a little girl, a teenage, a young lady and a woman; Aspiring to be liberated from an inherited mind ; A mind full of stories and patterns that the brain refuses to swallow; ***** This is t...