Saying goodbye to still loved onesBetween me and them I was always torn
why choosing myself is such a hard task to succeed
why I keep repeating the same set of mathematical series
Peace is a pigeon that is always flying away from me
What is it that I am doing wrong?
How to process the idea of I deserve the same love I give
Which side I was pushing my Dear self to
I know it wasn't the side of love by all means
The habit of indifference towards my needs, Anchored in my heart too dee
I only know how to cope, bear and be quite
Making noise I fear will ruin the world I see
A storm I refuse to release, liberate and set free
Holding the Grey clouds, the thunder and lightning inside of me
Explosion was always the way I speak!
Why the idea of letting others feed on me seems easy to me
What is it I am afraid of?
Leaving, rejection, abondamment, shame or guilt?
Because it seems
I am at the front of the line up of my life
But Why I wish for a spot in my own life
Why it is always about them and not me,
who told me the story of let them stand on you!
I refuse the image of me that I see?
I want to be different strong, respected not feared
I want to move, leave and empower my human beingI want to learn self love and care to forgive
The only person I can trust and cherish the most, Me!
Saying goodbye to still loved ones sometimes a sacrifice that is a must
There is no other way to release the hurting that my soul conceal
No man-made keys will open the doors of release
It opens only when I accept to receive, The same love I give.
breath, open doors, and it is okay to sacrifice some people if the cost is your peace!
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My Liberation Poems
PoetryThis is the kind of poems you all want to read, A story of a little girl, a teenage, a young lady and a woman; Aspiring to be liberated from an inherited mind ; A mind full of stories and patterns that the brain refuses to swallow; ***** This is t...