52 Shadows Of Fear

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Fear a shadow bigger than my small being

A bully that hold me strong and tight from going for the life I keep seeing

Fear a monster that Hold back who I truly are

Makes me feel constantly home sick

A match that burn all the good things, thoughts and dreams

Fear a time stealer
 
A Battle land where I am always anxious of what will happen next

Fear Shakles me from believing in my capabilities

Fear Scatters all the Heart's desires across the sky,

Fear an executor that always breaks my Heart wires

It makes me always sink in deep oceans where I can't see, seek or ask for someone to save me

It is the reason am always standing unsteady on my feet

A glue sealing my mind from reaching to the Devine to help me

How to release the snow ball of fears that in my stomach resides

Causing my Heart's clouds to cry rivers and sink into the dark

Fear, makes my teeth clench and my hand sweating scared of the next strike

Fear at the first prayer suddenly disappear!

The heart burst of pain, the cries clear the eyes and the sobs release the hidden storms

I learned to lie where my fear lies and rest with it

I learn it is okay to show weakness and be afraid sometimes

Because holding fear inside will only leave an emotional scar that's hard to disappear

Through shadows of fear I recognized me

I navigated the way to the home I was feeling sick to find

I understood that I am whole when I keep chairs for all the feelings in my heart

I can't be half with only what I think it is good for me

I accepted fear, but learned to never bend and give up to it

Because Fear will  always try yo steal my beautiful life's stories.

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