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I'm not dead but not coming back

Hi. This is I, some times later . I don't know how many times.
I continued to receive each and every messages, but couldn't answer for many reasons.

Depression was one of them. I also Lost my account, but if I really had wanted to get it back sooner that much, I think I could've.
Anyway. I'm not dead, but I've lived some tough shit these times,and I thought I would let people know what happened, maybe reassure some that I am still very much alive.

I was depressed long ago. And then I relapsed on my eating disorder for nearly one year. I got to 32 kg and would have been forcibly gotten into psych ward on perfusion if I did not decide to recover by myself very quickly. I started recovery one month ago now, and as hard as it is, I'm trying to keep cool.

During my Ed times, I got more and more depressed and suicidal, and tried multiple times to end it. I accepted to start the antidepressants I was prescribed finally.

I'm not the best I've been. But I'm alive.

I do not wish to continue writting on the book. But I've nearly finished to write my own book. And maybe I'll publish some novels I wrote.

Well. That's it. Thanks for reading .
(Sorry if this is blurry I'm kinda out of it right now) .