TIME~between Life and Death [Completed]✓

BE MINE

🌈 DARSHAN🌈
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I took a bath. It's been few hours I came back from her house.
Today, the date felt real. The moments I have counted today with her.. was indescribable.
As I lied down on the bed, Oliver hopped on.
He simply sat beside me.
Me~ Hey bud.
He stayed the same.
I lifted my body, maybe I want to tell him something.
He put his furry chin on my lap.
Me~ I am scared bud. This particular thing was choking me inside, which finally came out. Maybe I wanted to say this , but I can't.
Oliver whined in a low tone.
I.. can't tell this to Barsha... You know there was a time, I didn't care about anything... Now... There is a lot of people who cares about me and that scares me the most.  While stroking his fur....
You will be there with her Olive.. hmm? You have to. Tears started falling on him, he started licking my face.  Its a bit ticklish.
Me~ *weak laugh* you are the best boy bud. The best. I hugged him. I don't know why, but this furry boy stayed very calm when I was hugging him. Yeah... Dogs can feel the person who cares about them. As if he can feel me. He let me hug him comfortably. By hugging him, I felt peace.
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|AFTER FEW DAYS|
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She opened the door. Her face seems dull.
Me~ Hey.

B~ Hi.
Today we decided to go shopping. Some essential we need to buy for Rishab. I wanted to join her. Trying my best to spend time with her as much as possible.

Me~ let's go. We are getting late. We'll have to visit Rishab too remember?

B~ Yeah.. give me a minute.
She locked her apartment and we left towards the shopping mall.
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She seems lost.
Me~ What happened Barsha?

While looking at a vague distance, she replied...

B~ Reena called today. She told me the date of the operation.
A mild known fear grabbed me.
Me~ when is it?
B~ Day after his birthday.
Only three weeks left for Rishab's birthday. I grabbed her hand.
She looked at me. Her fear is reflecting through her moistured eyes.
Me~ It's gonna be alright. He'll be alright.
She grabbed my arm and rest her head on my shoulder. I wanted to hug her but I was driving. But I know what I have to do today. I have a surprise for her.
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It's been hours we are here at the mall.  She is sad. Operation day will be the battle day for her. She went into a gift shop to buy birthday decoration items. She stopped behind a rack. Staring at the candle decoration.
Me~ Hey... I tapped on her shoulder, she got startled.
Me~ Are you okay?
She shook her head. Tears were about to flood from her eyes, she is controlling herself to not to cry in front of the crowd.
B~ I am scared Darshan. I...I don't know what should I do? Only few more days left and then that little boy have to face an operation. And I can't do anything. She was trying to hide from people's eyes. I also tried to hide her tears. I tried Darshan.. to be strong.. be positive.. but.. I am a human.. I can't find anything to be positive. I.... She couldn't speak. I held her head on my chest. Wrapped her in my arms. Managed to calm her down. And went inside the car. I haven't said a word. I want to make her believe that I am here,with her.
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|7 pm|
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We almost stayed entire day with Rishab.
Me~ Let's go to my place.

B~ huh?

Me~ I know you are upset and sad and depressed.. so I want you to stay with me tonight. I didn't know if I sounded like 'i want to make out' but honestly that was not my intention. Ummm honestly that thought did cross my mind 'aheerrmmmm' ... But today I have something else for her.

B~ Okay.
That okay was way too okay for me .. I mean...okay.. that was easy. I thought she might ask that why I want her to stay at my place but.. okay.!
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She started working when we reached at my house.
Me~ What are you doing Barsha?