Chapter 15

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JIN"S POV:

I am so glad that I brought Y/N with me today to have lunch. I just want to make her feel ease with me. 

"So what do you want to have?" I asked her. She was busy admiring the place. She is innocent, I really like it. She reminds me of someone.

" Umm, since you have brought me here, Why don't you order something for us." She said with a smile. She is cute.(^///^)

"Ok, I will. But you have to eat whatever I order. ok?" I asked. "of course" She said.

I order for both of us. We ate happily and we talked a lot. I enjoyed spending time with her. She is a good listener

"Hmm do want to go to my favorite place?" I asked her. She seemed quite shocked ⊙.☉. " Right now?" She asked me.

" Yup. If you don't want to go, then its ok" I said. I was expecting her to agree.

Y/N POV:

" Yup. If you don't want to go, then its ok" Jinnie said. He sound little upset by my question.

Well I do have file work left to do but I don't wanna upset Jinnie so.." Ok lets go." I said.

" yesss" He said and huge smile appeared on his face. We both drove to a hill.

When we reached the hill. We got down from the car and he lead me to the edge. It was a very beautiful scenery. I was really stunned by the view.

" Its so beautiful Jinnie. Thank you for bringing me here. Its so nice and calming." I said.

 " Its calming right. I always come here when I want to have a moment with myself or I am upset. I really come here to talk to myself. The breeze make me feel good and the tress here give me support when I am down. This is a secret place. I never brought anyone with me before. I found this place when I was going through hard time so I didn't share with anyone till now. you are the first." He said with his deep voice that I am hearing for the first time.

" Thank you Jinnie. I am so glad that you brought me here. But why I am the first one?" I asked " Because you are special." He answered.

"Our friends are special too. So why don-" He put a finger on my lips to shush me and said " You are special y/n. You are someone I want to share all my secrets, happiness everything. I want you to love me for who I am and I want you to be my side forever."

I wanted to speak but he shushed me again." Don't speak just listen. I want to be with you. I know I am little older than you but it doesn't matter. I love you and I want you to be my girlfriend y/nie. I was heartbroken before so I don't want to have a heartbreak again. Thats why I confessed to you now so that I will not further fall for you if you say no. But just remember this I already fall for you deep." He said.

I was standing there frozen. One thing I was sure of is that, I am a blushing mess right now.

I don't even know what to answer him. I thought he love Tae and so I was waiting for him to say something about both of them but... its became a complete different thing from what I had expected.

Well I love him as a friend but never thought anything more than that. I have a bad experience in being relationship so..... And one of my biggest problem is that I can't say 'NO'.

"Jinnie I really like you to. But I think as a friend. I never thought of you or anyone of us(rest bts members) more than that of a friend. I want to treasure you for my lifetime. So being friends is the best." I said.

"But you said you want to be with me for lifetime then why not being in relationship. pls y/nie explain to me so that I can help." Jinnie said in an upset voice.

"You know from friendship we go to relationship and after breakup friendship also breaks-" I was interrupted by him.

" But I will take care of you. Lets try once y/nie. If you ever feel uncomfortable I will back off." He was very upset.

I can't take Jinnie to be upset like that. I don't wanna hurt him and I can't say No too so..

"Ok Jinnie, lets give it a try." I said and immediately his face lits up. " Yes ok ok thank you. I will take care of you." He gave me a hug.

"Lets go back now" He said and I nodded. We went back then.

Throughout the whole ride many thoughts were going on in my head.

I really thought Tae and Jinnie love each other. I have saw longing in their eyes for each other. But what happened just now is a complete different story. 

I am not only feeling uncomfortable but also feeling that in one way or another I am betraying my very own friend Tae. I need to do something to fix this mess.

I need to find a way to make both of them fall for each other and grow their trust for each other as well. I can't say no to Jinnie now, so it will be better if I make a plan and start acting on it.

I will do my best to make them feel love for each other. And if that means I need to do some acting I will do it.

I am sorry Jinnie, but I really need to fix things up so that both you and Tae will find your own happiness and be happy.

And I know a perfect person who can help me in this. And the person is.....

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JEON JUNGKOOK.

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