The Mistress

XXI

        *Felix*

I stared at her sleeping form, her small body laid perfectly against mine
her brown hair spread against the pillow

I wonder why she doesn't keep them down, always tied up in a bun....

When she's asleep she's so adorable when she's awake she's a chatter box but she's too cute.. Her simplicity and carefree attitude is making me more attracted to her

Last night was beyond magical, to think that I spent the last thirty minutes in the hall and the drive down here trying to talk myself out of it

I didn't want to cheat on Jessica; I have spent my whole life loving and making her happy...
Why now!

The fact that I can't control myself around Matilda.... Is the reason why I have done my best to avoid her

But I can't help it...... It like the force of attraction is on another level.

When we made out in my office two weeks ago...... I basically couldn't stop thinking about it, her lips against my mine.... Her body pressed against my torso... Her breathe warm and soft against my skin

I thought I could leave with the torture of letting her go just like that..... The other night but when I saw her at her workplace.... In those shorts and cute sneakers... I was completely swept over.

Matilda is a rare kind of woman because I have to be sincere I have had to deal with a lot of woman... Who throw their attractions to me in the most seductive way but I didn't succumb.... It didn't get it to me, half the way she got to me without even trying

And tonight in that short tube golden dress.... OH my...
I tried so hard to keep things under control. Even as she chat endlessly at the balcony. I wanted to just grab her there and then....

But I managed to keep it cool until we got to the tiny dressing room and she pulled me in...

I wanted to show a little respect for my dear wife who was just on the stage doing her thing but I couldn't... I wouldn't succeed if I tried..

Oh boy.. I was whipped..
The kiss was like lightning and thunder.. Who would have known she was just holding back just as much...

The fuel was on and I was kissing her like my life depends on it, I suck her tongue and she winced. The sexiest sound ever....

Against the mirror, we pushed and ate each other's face like we were possessed..

Then the bang on the door interrupted our heated session and we just stared at each other thinking of the same thing but not talking out loud

Then she asked the blockbuster question

"Will I see you again"

Of course... I want to see all of you right now.....Goddammit
There was no time to think so I just gave her my credit card and told her to get a motel

I went back to the hall to just take a minute and think this through.... Am I really going to have sex with some random girl because she is hot as hell?

I watch Jessica intensely in the gorgeous white dress Matilda made, it showed her perfect figure and gracious face but at the back of my head... Someone in gold was appearing to me

I stayed still on my seat trying to make sense of the situation awhile later her text came in and then it just stick.... Lemme just do this and get it off my chest

The drive to the hotel took forever, she didn't pay with the card so I couldn't track her on my GPS... I wonder how she found this place.... I parked opposite room 17 so I just took a left turn down the hallway