*Matilda*
Everything just stops making sense
No matter how much I try I just don't understand what's going on in my head..I sat by the window in the guest room becca put me in......
I stared blankly through.... I have been sitting here since I got here at almost midnight and now am still there watching time flyPenelope was getting in her car heading to work I guess.... Becca was seeing her off
I could hear them faintly because the window was opened"Are You sure you don't have to go to work "
Penelope asked"No... Its fine, I will call and tell them am indisposed... You know I can't leave her like that "
"Is she going to be.. Ok"
"I'll see to that, don't worry about it... Just get going.. You don't wanna be late "
Becca kissed her and help her get into her car
, "drive safe.... I love you, "
"I love you too"
Penelope seemed pretty confident saying those words every timeI love you.. Those three words sounds like a confirmation to a daring question.. When you say it back it like you are assuring that person that you are really engrossed in it but most times people say it because they can
I have never been more certain about my feelings until I was saying them to Felix and it went into thin air like it was nothingIt was never my intention to make anyone worry about me.
I don't ever want my problem and ill luck to be another person's burden especially Becca...I need to leave.... I can't stay here forever and even let her miss work because of me and my stupidity
The door fling opened and becca walked in with a tray filled with fruits a tea jug and cup with bread
"Heyyyy.... Its a good thing. You are awake.. I made breakfast "
I smiled faintly
"Thanks.... I appreciate "
I stare at the tray and try to act like am hungry
"You are not going to eat this.. Are you "
"Uhhhm I'm not really hungry but it does look yummy though... Thanks for the effort and taking me in... I'm so sorry for putting you through the trouble "
"Trouble..... You have no idea how much have missed you .. Although I wasn't expecting you to show up at my door like that "
I bow my head slightly
"No... Its okay. You don't have to feel bad, remember I was your roomie for three years so I have seen you at your terrible times but never like this though "
Of course.... You only get this heartbroken once..
I don't think anyone can afford to get struck by this kind of experience twice they might just not survive"It's OK... If you don't want to talk about it now... No rush, "
"Thanks for everything.... I owe you alot Becca. but I have to leave, "
"What... But where would you go, You are no longer Mrs Beckinsale tenant remember "
She probably figured out I can't return to the condo so I can't use that as an excuse
"I will have to go back to my NAna's"
I can't go back to my nana.. But I don't exactly have any choice
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The Mistress
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